08/15/2023
Untold stories, this is my truthâŚIâve met countless women with similar experiences. This wonât appease everyone & prob wonât make sense to a lot of peopleâŚitâs for the woman who lost her way and has been grappling in silence.
I was in church the other day crying & grieving the wreckage of my life & dreams, I felt chewed up and spit outâŚI found myself saying under my breath âhow in the world did I get here? How did I get swept up in these lies & let myself be manipulated?â
So. Much. Shame.
And the pastor started talking about how our true battle is not against flesh and blood but against the spiritual & demonic forces that are against us, to undermine us, deceive us, take our eyes off Jesus, the true source of power, love, truth and salvation.
There is SO much talk of spirituality in the business realm, in fact I still remember the first coach I ever hired who claimed she was a Christian and a couple months in started doing tarot cards on me without my permission. I was hesitant but I thought, âwell God can speak through themâ. A year in I got caught up in New Age.
It looks cute, fun and sparkly but Itâs a slippery slope toward a completely different realm.
My good mentor once told me, we are all seeking answers and a story to be a part of. Which one will you be a part of?
Praise God he opened my eyes bc I was on a fast track away from his plans for me, and I want to be a part of His redemptive story.
My business wasnât built on solid ground or Spirit driven, biblical principles, it was built on the worldâs, no wonder I never found my breakthrough.
Iâve made peace tearing it all down. Because in the tearing Iâve gained Jesus and he is worth more than gold. Now I get to find out what it looks like to build a godly business with God on my side, when the time is right.
For now, thereâs still a lot of sifting being done in my beliefs & soul.
But hereâs the reminder:
âNo weapon formed against you or I shall prevailâ, and whatever was meant to harm us, will not end us, but will show Godâs mercy & glory for the good of others.
Godâs not done with you yet, and nothing goes to waste in the Kingdom of Heaven.