06/23/2024
Today is tell the truth Sunday. I wake up this morning realizing how broken I really am. Looking back over my life, I realize that I am a very compassionate person. One who likes to help and to extend their hands to see other achieve. I lost a lot of time in energy because I didn't know how to paste myself. Experiencing death and separation in your life can be harmful to your spirit.
Having so many things happen in your life at one time is very over whelming. The downfall of Glenda started on March 24, 2018. The day that I was physically attacked.
Then May 30, 2018, I get reared ended which caused severe pain and suffering. Couldn't bring my mother home from the facility and ended up hiring an attorney that put me though more stress.
Burying my sister, my mother, my father, my former husband, my fiancée, my two cousins, my mother-in-law, my aunts and then my brother were hurt broking to me. Then came the grandson who was diagnosed with autism at age 2. He is currently 6 years old and love his grandmother.
I tried very hard to find my place of peace and thought I had found it. God pointed me to the right direction but because it was so much inside of me. The fall, the fire was crazy. Couldn't take another hit.
I went to places where people needed my assistance. Dr. Shirley Caesar song "He's Working it Out."
I ask the Lord what is next. Pray for me and forgive me. It's been rough.