08/27/2026
I am not okay. Three very loved and beautiful souls passed over the rainbow bridge 🌈 in three days. Today was extremely difficult and honestly traumatic.
Penelope's heart could no longer keep her going, especially with a mass in her chest. She was struggling to breathe, so we had to go to the vet early this morning to ease her suffering. She was five years old. She was my favorite hen because she loved to snuggle. She was silly and made me laugh often. Although her breed is normally considered a "meat" bird, here she was loved, valued, and spoiled.
Maddie May only arrived five days ago, but it didn't take long to fall in love with her. She was adorable and sweet and made the cutest little noises. We found out at her vet visit on Tuesday that she had a spinal injury from her previous predator attack, but we thought she could still live a long, happy life. She had been open-mouth breathing off and on, but it got worse last night. I left a message with the vet this morning to ask what to do (she was already on two different pain meds). Then suddenly, her heart gave out and she died in my arms. (Please know that her former owners had no idea that she was so hurt. They are just as heartbroken as we are. They brought her to us because they wanted the best care for her.) She will be greatly missed by two families.
Lizzie was our 16-year-old cat. She showed up as a skinny, flea-covered stray in my friend's yard many years ago. I was just going to foster her, but that changed pretty quickly. She was beautiful and sweet. More recently, she was mostly blind and had been fighting kidney disease for a long time, until suddenly her body couldn't fight any longer. She went downhill really fast. We said goodbye to her on Tuesday, the same day we brought Maddie to the vet.
I am not okay. I have cried and cried and yelled and prayed and cried some more. I will be okay soon, but not today, and maybe not tomorrow either. I'm taking a break from posting for a few days to hopefully give my broken heart a little more time to heal. Of course, our hearts never fully heal when we love an animal, do they? But that's okay, because loving them is always worth it. Give your furry and feathered friends a hug for me, and don't forget to appreciate every day we have with them.
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