10/31/2023
There's not a day that goes by that I don't think of you, as a tear rolls down my face! I will never be able to make sense of you being taken from us! I begged God every day that we looked for you, to take me in your place & give you back to our boys (Andrew, Landen, & Halen)! He didn't hear me. You're still gone & I'm still here, crying, not being able to move on. I'm so sorry I couldn't save you from him! I can't bring you back to us, or you would be here. I promise you this, as God as my witness, Matt will pay for what he has done!
Hopefully, this post on BRING ALISA HOME: will help make the public aware of the severity of domestic violence and the permanent end that it has made our families live with in your place. Starting today, I'm going to try to turn my tears of sadness & heartache into tears of happiness & the strength for anyone in a domestic abusive relationship to get out, get away, and leave! Before it becomes too late, save yourself! Please, I'm begging for your families, friends, & all of your loved ones, who will be left to live without you! SAVE YOURSELF! You deserve to live a long life! You deserve to grow up and make a life for yourself. To have children, to enjoy your grandchildren, & your greatgrands! Whatever you want in life, you deserve to live it! Not have it taken from you, by someone you're in a domestic violent relationship with!
If we can help keep at least one person from having their life taken by someone their in a demostic violent relationship with, then starting, BRING ALSA HOME: will have been worth it. Beginning from when we thought you were only missing and continuing until your murderer is brought to justice & meets his fate! I have been thinking of a way to try and make losing you, not such a worthless end to your life. I hope that bringing awareness & the strength to those in the same situation that you were in, to get out, will make you proud!
I don't know if I will ever be able to get past what has happened to you? I can only hope I will be able to be happy within myself again one day. Only time will tell. You would be so proud of your boys, I know that I am! You're going to be a grandma! I know she is going to be a little, mini you! I can't wait for this new chapter of our lives to get here. I wait for you to come to me in my dreams again. There are only a few things that I look forward to these days, so I wait with a smile on my face. I miss you so much, & love you the most, Alisa Marie Wood! Until we meet again, all of my love!ππ