04/18/2026
The NHL’s position “officially” ended last night, so I just wanted to share a few thoughts ❤️.
First of all, being an EBUG for the for five seasons was the biggest honor of my life. Secondly, the sense of pride and gratitude I feel from belonging to this goalie tribe is something I deeply cherish. We are all a special group of athletes, we are all friends for life, and we all got to live our dream TOGETHER!
When I received my jersey from the Avalanche after their Stanley Cup win in 2022, I was overwhelmed with joy and fulfillment. There was no hesitation when I framed it — the logo on the front meant EVERYTHING compared to my name on the back. It was an honor to serve the mighty Avs in this fractionally small capacity.
I was already 34 when I got the “call” from the team, and I grinded it out every single day until I was 40. The amount of personal obstacles I overcame as a late-bloomer, the loss of my mom, the number of times I could have stopped caring, stopped learning, stopped trying.
Nope. Never. I respect and love the game way too much. I have dedicated my life to it. So I know I legit EARNED this jersey. And despite what anyone says, the feat is something NOBODY can ever take away from me.
Above it all, what makes me feel the most joy is that there’s a very small group of people that also “embraced the grind” and found their way into an NHL EBUG role. I was never alone, I always had someone to talk to — about the good and the bad.
We all truly know what it means to take the extra shots, to stay out for the extra drills, to drop everything for an extra skate, to wait around for the calls that never come, and that feeling of youthful joy being around the guys before games and during practices.
We all contributed to the legend of the EBUG and we are now etched into a small window of NHL history. For nearly a decade, we created fun, unbelievable hockey stories and wild, mind-blowing memories that will last for the rest of time.
Thank you to my EBUG brothers for supporting me and being there whenever I felt alone! ❤️🤘🏼