Suicide Survivors

04/13/2011

April I am very sorry for your loss . Ans will put you and all your family in my prayers . I to lost my brother and understand the many things that you are dealing with . Please express your thought on here . Thats what this page is here for God Bless you .

04/13/2011

Sometimes the best way to deal with what has happened is to just lay back and relax and create a space in your mind just for them . Then you can create a small world you can escape to and do anything you want . You just have to remember that it is all a dream .

04/13/2011

I am now thirty three and eight years have passed and I thought with time I would grow stronger which I have , but the thought of that night has embeded itself deep inside my sub concious and likes to spring up in the most inconvienent times .

04/13/2011

Sorry I have been gone . I had surgery on my shoulder and elbow and was not able to type .

04/13/2011

I have set hear for many years wondering what I could have done to change the night of the fourteenth . Many have told me that know matter what I could have changed it would have just prolonged the matter , maybe a day a month , or who know's . Regardless it still takes me away from the harsh reality that occured that night .

02/13/2011

02/09/2011

The first thing I went through is denial . I had went through the death process with the hospital , funeral and all of that , but something inside of me made me think I had imagined all of this and it was nothing but a bad dream . I remember setting on the porch expecting my brother to pull up and everything would be normal . I just would try to tell myself that he was on vacation and would be back soon ........

02/09/2011

This went on for a couple of weeks and I would just make another excuse . I did not want to admit that my brother had died . This happens to the other person I would say not to me and just make excuses one right after the other .

02/09/2011

The grieving process for Su***de Survivor is the most difficult of all simply because there is no reason . Like cancer , old age , and so on .

02/05/2011

Starting next week I am going to start talking about the grieving process and what I went through and what got me out of bed every morning . please feel free to leave comments on how you have coped through this process .

01/31/2011

I have walked a very long path full of hardships and regrets along with a never ending guilt . I lost my younger brother Jeremy close to eight years ago and have decided that I might be able to help others with my story and experience , he was 21 .