08/23/2026
’Twas the eve before school.
All the would-haves, could-haves, and should-haves started. And the grief just hit.
I knew it would. I knew the absence would be there. And I hate it. I hate that feeling, that hurt. I lost my breath. And I did what I only know to do in those moments.
I choose Melina.
I choose to fight.
It’s the only way I can do something. It’s the only way I can make it all worth it. It’s the only way I can look forward.
So I ran.
I ran for all my Cheeto Racers who are running this September in the Akron Marathon, in the city that haunts me today.
But I ran because it is the only way I can fight.
I choose Melina.
I choose every mom who is here with me.
I choose every mom who, right now, needs hope.
I choose every family who deserves better.
I choose every baby who deserves more than 4.
I ran because it’s all I can do.
I can sit in the hurt. I can let the darkness win. Or I can choose Melina and do what she taught me.
As much as she hated school, she deserved fifth grade. She deserved a chance. She deserved the joy she gives all of us.
But I promise I will fight.
Always, Melina. Always.
Because I can’t change her story. But with everyone who fights with me, I can change someone else’s.
And that’s my fight.
Join me this September. Fight with me. Join my team.
Every step is our fight because, like today, I don’t know how else to do it. But I have to do something.
If you need me, I’ll “rulk” it with you. I’ll dance with you. But I can promise I’ll be at that finish line, grateful to have you with me. 💚🌈.
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