04/14/2026
This spring, LEAP virtual Work-Based Learning participants were tasked with writing their own personal narratives. We are excited to share their incredible work over the next few weeks. Read below for a story by LEAPster Rufaydeh!
Hi, I’m Rufaydeh, also known as “the wannabe Kristen Bell.” I’m 16, but this story takes place when I was 15. Let’s set the stage of this life-altering moment
It was a cloudy, suspenseful morning in the busy city of Lincoln Park, Michigan. I was in 1st hour Test Prep when suddenly, my teacher says, “Okay, I’ll send her down. Yep, bye.” before hanging up her classroom phone. Then, she says, Rufaydeh, Ms. Scafone needs to see you downstairs.” Ms. Scafone is my TVI, in case I didn’t mention it already. I obediently exit the classroom and head downstairs.
I’m usually never out of class–like, never out of class–but today, April 16, 2025, is the day of my IEP meeting, also known as the meeting where my TVI, my dad, my vocational rehabilitation counselor, my orientation and mobility specialist, and one of my teachers discuss my progress throughout the year in addition to what comes next. I’m nervous, even though there’s really nothing to fear. Every inch of me was trembling, but not from the cold, which is funny since it was kind of cold on this particular day. Okay, maybe I wasn’t actually trembling, but I sure felt like I was, if that makes sense, like when you’re not actually doing something, but you’re picturing yourself doing it? Hope that makes sense, and yeah, maybe I was using a song lyric to convey how I was feeling.
I walk into Room 109 of my high school, also known as the VI room. Everyone is seated at the round table of the room, well everyone except my Pre-AP Algebra 2 teacher. My TVI asks me to go get her, to which I do. Now, the group is surrounding the round table, the table where everyone involved in group decisions sits.
The IEP begins really well; everyone’s saying that I’ve done great during that school year, and I just have to work on certain things, which is normal. When it comes time to discuss what kind of math I’d be doing the following year, the nervousness returns. A knot forms in my stomach, my heart began to race. I didn’t know what to expect. I mean, my TVI discussed this with me before, but this was the official decision. Mrs. Martin, my math teacher, says that she believes that I could do AP Pre-Calculus during my Junior year of high school. AP Pre-calculus. Those two words echo in my head like a song I can’t forget. That was a whole different kettle of worms. What if I fail? What if the class was too much for the VI department to accommodate? What challenges would this class present me with? So many questions, and I’m afraid to get answers…I’ve already had my adventure joining Pre-AP Algebra 2, my most challenging class of that year. I don’t need something new, right? Plus, I was afraid of what I was risking if I followed her advice into the unknown. Yeah, I totally stole that song lyric from Idina Menzel, sorry Idina.
I eventually take a very hesitant step into the void called “joining AP Pre-calc.” I do the summer work, and the class is going fine. Then, it hits me like a cold gust of wind: joining this class wasn’t as bad as I perceived it to be. I made new friends, I’m challenging myself, and I’m very much more resilient, independent, and confident. Before entering this class, I struggled with low self-esteem, handling mental conflicts effectively, and acknowledging the fact that failing is not the end of the world. I used to ruminate over these problems and let my intrusive thoughts bring me down. However, I have overcome these struggles, and I handle challenges much more effectively and with much more grace than ever before using techniques like meditation, journaling, and talking through the conflict. So the next time you think of doing something new, but there’s a suffocating force holding you back, do it anyway. You never know what will happen if you don’t step into the void before it’s too late. It may feel terrifying and overwhelming in the moment, but you’ll be glad you took my advice later on…