01/30/2026
Dear Isaiah,
I don’t know how it’s possible to miss someone I've never met, but you are profoundly missed by me and so many others. My heart aches as I recall the relentless pain you had to endure throughout your short life—a life ended too soon, a life that should have been filled with love, laughter, and joy. Instead, you faced a world where your quiet cries for help went unheard, your innocence stripped away by the very hands that were supposed to protect you. I want to apologize for all the ways you fell through the cracks, for the system that failed you when you needed it most. I would have loved to love you as a son.
Tears cascade down my face as I write this, with an overwhelming flood of emotions: sadness, anger, bitterness, and, against all odds, gratitude and hope. I am grateful to God for the opportunity to honor you, Isaiah, through a scholarship that will ensure your name never fades from our hearts. You are more than just a memory; you are a symbol of resilience, a call to action, and inspirational change in unimaginable ways.
As I envision you looking down upon us, I hope you see the love that has blossomed from your tragic story. You are the common thread that binds us together, a spark igniting passion in others. People across our community are rallying, going back to school, eagerly diving into child advocacy, driven by the desire to change lives. I wish we could’ve changed yours, but we are going to change countless others in abusive situations. You have brought people together in the most beautiful and powerful ways!
Even though you are now free from pain and suffering, you reside among us in our hearts, in every conversation about change, in every future law that will prevent this from happening again. Your voice, though silent in this world, is loud and clear. Loud and clear and unforgettable. We hear you, Isaiah. You have become my guide, my motivation to fight for those who cannot fight for themselves.
We will not stand idly by. We are committed to changing homeschooling laws, advocating for better protections, and ensuring that no child ever faces what you went through again. You are our beacon of hope, and we carry your spirit with us into every battle.
I wish you could have felt the love and protection you so deeply deserved. Your short life has the power to change the future for many children, and we will ensure that your legacy is one of strength and hope. You are forever in our hearts, Isaiah. We are your voice now, and we will shout your story to the world, honoring you every step of the way. I will never ever stop.
With all my love,
Amy Gourley