03/27/2025
Since the age of 14, I have loved going to church and learning about the Word of God. I only get to go to church when I have a ride or borrow my son's car. He is away, and I don't know when he will return. My husband is temporarily away too. Talk about being stuck at home!!! I also feel alone, used, and abandoned. God hasn't left me, though. He is right here with me!
At first, I cried my eyes out, screamed, and even looked to Heaven with tears streaming down my face. I don't understand why people who supposedly love me leave me. We all make mistakes and need forgiveness. After I finished feeling sorry for myself, I ate and got busy cleaning my house.
If no one wants to help me, I will do it myself. I'm not afraid of hard work, never have been. I am just not as strong as I used to be, and I get tired easily. Plus, it's hard for me to move around sometimes. But God has got my back.
Once again, the quietness I am experiencing is due to miscommunication. I just wish people would be kind to each other, give each other a chance to talk, and compromise when it comes to how things are done. There is more than one way to do a chore. More than one way to put dishes in the dishwasher, and more than one way to keep track of your appointments. No one is wrong for doing it their way. We are human beings and have our own opinions on things. 
Have a peaceful rest of your week! God bless you.
