09/21/2026
I haven’t been on much this past week because I’ve been struggling. It’s all been too much.
The emergencies, the medical bills, the losses and trying to keep everything here going have taken more out of me than I know how to put into words.
I’m exhausted. I’m overwhelmed. Financially, we are in a very scary place.
And I do not feel okay.
And I need to be. I need to be okay because everyone here depends on me to keep going, and right now I’m struggling to do that.
We had another emergency over the weekend ($877). Thankfully, Starlet is doing okay, but she now needs follow-up care for a possible diabetes diagnosis.
And today, I took Pontiff in because he just hasn’t been himself.
His kidney values are very bad.
Pontiff is Peanut’s brother, and his numbers look frighteningly similar to Peanut’s when he became critically ill and needed a blood transfusion in December.
Today’s visit was $190. Now Pontiff needs to be hospitalized, monitored, put on IV fluids and will likely need a blood transfusion.
We are looking at AT LEAST another $1,000 just for Pontiff.
And that is on top of everything we already owe from the string of emergencies, hospitalizations and cremations we have barely begun to recover from. We are behind on feed. We still have medical bills hanging over us. Starlet needs follow-up care. And now Pontiff needs emergency treatment.
Realistically, we need to raise at least $3,000 right now. (I will get the exact amount together.)
I hate saying this, but I don’t know how we survive this stretch of emergencies without help.
I’m scared of what happens if we cannot raise this money. I’m scared of not being able to give Pontiff the treatment he needs. I’m scared of falling even further behind when we are already struggling to catch up.
Right now, we need something close to a miracle.
If you can donate, the link is in our bio. Any amount helps. Truly. It will go toward Pontiff’s hospitalization, IV fluids and blood transfusion, Starlet’s follow-up care, our outstanding medical bills and keeping everyone here fed and cared for.
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