06/01/2026
I used to think God only used whole people.
In Japan, there is an art called Kintsugi. When a piece of pottery breaks, they don't throw it away. Instead, they mend the cracks with gold. The result is something more beautiful and more valuable than it was before it broke.
For a long time, I tried to hide my cracks. I thought I had to be strong and whole to be used by God. But after 50 years of ministry and a battle with Stage 4 cancer, I've realized that the cracks are where the light gets in.
My life is full of lines, nights spent in doubt, the physical toll of that season, and moments where I felt completely shattered. But God has been mending me with His grace. He didn't just fix the damage; He made the story of my brokenness something that reflects His glory.
If you feel cracked or even broken today, please know that you aren't ruined. You aren't a mistake. Your scars are the places where the "gold" of God’s unconditional love is most visible.
You are precious not because you are perfect, but because you are His.
Rest in that today.