05/16/2024
Today marks 3 years that we lost the most amazing person that you could ever meet. I’ll be raw and honest when I say, I don’t need dates as a reminder, I feel her loss every single second of every day. You wouldn’t understand nor would I want you to, how much she truly is on my mind and never leaves it. I have a constant reminder that she’s no longer here. But with that said I will use today as a day to honor her, the life that she lived, and all that she was to each and every one of us. I had a God given chance to do meaning centered grief therapy through a study with St. Jude. My therapist was through Sloan Kettering Hospital in New York. When I tell you that it was a divine intervention, and I couldn’t have hand picked a better person to share Jenna’s life, and story with, and help ride the waves of grief with me. She was truly sent to me by God, and when it ended several weeks ago, after 16 sessions, I truly balled at how God orchestrated the meaning centered grief therapy, and sent me the perfect person to help me through. And I couldnt be more honest when I say that every single person needs this exact therapy who has lost a child, it was put together by other parents with child loss, and it was laid out so perfectly. I can’t be more grateful to have had the opportunity to participate in the study, and be able to inimately share my daughter with someone that I will never forget, and not sure what I would have done without her, or where I would be today without her today. Through this therapy I had an opportunity to put together a Living Legacy Video that I worked incredibly hard on and waited til today to share it, it’s lengthy but worth the watch, and I pray it blesses you today.
To the people that remember Jenna with me……the messages Trenton sent me a few days ago that were just so incredibly beautiful and touched me more than he can imagine. My husband who gives me gifts from Jenna and never fails to include her, Tyler, My Mom, and Ed, Grandma, Dad, and Joann, sisters, My Tennessee Mom Laura, my bestfriend and 2nd Mom Janette, my work daughter Cassie, Aunt Bama, and so many other family, friends, and so many patients that have touched my life, and help me to keep her memory alive you know exactly who you are and you just don’t know what it means to me and how special you are in my life. I truly couldn’t repay you all for everything you’ve done for me. I pray today and each and every single day, in Jenna’s honor that you would be kind, love like Jesus, hug your loved ones, and let them know how much you love them. Tomorrow isn’t guaranteed and we don’t know how much time we have here, and I’m so forever grateful that Jenna’s faith was so strong, and I will see her again one day soon. Until then I will continue to honor her and Live Like Jenna.