under control
i used to think i had everything under control in my life, that nothing could go wrong and if it did, i would ignore it and move on with Life as if nothing ever happened. then reality hit me hard like a train derailing from the tracks full speed. the day was November 28, 2008; many of you probably remember this is the day that Linda Lilly was called to be an angel with the Lord abov
e us. like anyone even you, i mourned for the lost of a friend and went to go to her funeral to see her for the last time and pay my respects. as i watched her there laying on the coffin so still, with no Life, but yet still beauitful, i wanted Her to wake up from this Death and make me and everyone around me not be sad no more. i screamed in my head this cannot be happening, She is too young to go like this especially when She hasn't lived that long to go see the whole world and do the things She desired to do the most. for two and half years, i hated God for allowing such thing to happen and didn't believe what His Word is the truth; i didn't believe He is God Himself. then something hit me that made me click and understand that i myself have nothing in control, that He God has everything under control and does things in our lives so we may grow in Faith in Him. i may not know the reason why God let Her be an angel at a early age, but it that made me want to start up this cancer organization.
