30/07/2025
"My Weakness Amidst My Calling, Duty, and Service"
Sister Garay - Called to Serve in the Philippines Davao Mission starting in November 2025.
One of the participants of FSY 2025 β Alicia and Roxas. Sister Garay has learned that even in moments of emotional heaviness and self-doubt, the Saviorβs strength is constant. Through her honest struggle to find joy in service, she has discovered that weakness, when paired with humility and faith, can become strength. Her FSY experience helped her recognize that she is never alone in the Lordβs workβpreparing her spiritually and emotionally for full-time missionary service.
Come and be inspired by Sister Garayβs honest and powerful journeyβA Must-Read!
βI canβt feel the joy in serving others.β
The biggest inspiration that I often get comes from those who share the greatest weaknesses and trials theyβve fought through. Sometimes, itβs really hard to admit your weakness in front of many people. It takes courage. But here I am, telling mine.
It was not just one time, Iβve felt this way ever since I was a youth leader. I felt so burdened by my calling and service. I recently experienced this again as a YSA representative. I felt guilty. I even wondered, How can I serve my mission when I struggle about serving these beloved people?
We recently had a camping activity. I felt alone and tired again. The thoughts of simply wanting the activity to end crossed my mind multiple times. My flaw was so obvious in my eyes. However, miracles never cease to happen in my life. In my case, I witnessed the promise in Ether 12:27: "[be] humble ... and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them." Despite the heavy feelings, I saw that I wasnβt alone in this service. Heβs always been with me, and He has been helping me, because it is His great work.
I never thought I could endure without a single tear. It took me a lot of faint smiles, deep breaths, and silent prayers before I was able to feel the joy and peace that comes from serving others. It will probably take me thousands of those in my mission, and itβs okay. Now I understand that I am not working and helping others alone. My Savior and Strength is with me. Jesus Christ is with me. For He is indeed the Strength of Youth.
As a called missionary of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, I testify that He is not only the strength in our journey, but He Himself is our ultimate goal. I, Sister Garay, will help our Heavenly Father gather His children back to Him. I love Him, and I love serving my brothers and sisters, through highs and lows.
Magpadayon kita kanunay sa dalan sa atong katungdanan, mga FSY leaders ug mga partisipants. (Let's continually press forward in the path of our duty, FSY leaders and participants. )
Sa ngalan ni Jesucristo, Amen.
SISTER GARAY
PHILIPPINES DAVAO MISSION
NOVEMBER 2025- MAY 2027