23/02/2026
"FROM WHISPERED DOUBTS TO BURNING DESIRE"
I was converted to the missionaries when I was 13 years old. To skip... every time the missionaries visited our house, I was really inspired by them because they wore white, had name tags, and most of all, taught different people. I can't call it a desire yet—I just liked it and was inspired. But little by little, I understood the Lord's work, His Gospel and as others shared their testimonies of how the Gospel changed their lives, I compared my life too before I accepted the Gospel to after, and it was so different from before.
And when I was in Grade 10, I started to have a desire to serve on a mission to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ, how it can change my life and also my family. But when I was in SHS, my perspective biglang nag iba, and I focused more on worldly things/needs and yeah that time I already registered for college. One night, it felt like there were whispers of doubts, overthinks and questions, and I was thinking that I'm so happy going to church with my loved ones, which is my family, we are happy to live the Gospel of Christ, to continue striving to follow the commandments of the Lord and striving to endure to the end. And I had so many questions for myself: 'How about the others? For those who still haven't received the Gospel of Jesus Christ, for those still seeking truth, how can I help them?' That night, I prayed to the Lord, crying and asking what I need to do, what I need to do first. After I prayed, I fell asleep, (hindi ko alam na nakatulog na ako huhu) and when I woke up in the morning after praying, I saw my envelope that had fallen, and I opened it. The first thing I saw was my Patriarchal blessings, and I read it again, pondered it, and the questions I was asking were answered. I was crying and a bit nervous also.
I started to have my desire to serve the Lord's work, na feel ko talaga na nagbabaga yung desire ko to help others through serving a full time mission. But I was nervous to tell it to my family because they all expected me to go to college. I thought about how to tell them for almost weeks. And the day came when my mama and papa were talking about our future, and one of those topics was how to send me to college, and kaya namn daw nila akong paaralin and yeah this is the right time na sabihin ko sa kanila(nanginginig) and I inserted into their topic and told them I would go on a mission, and I would prioritize God's work first.
I explained to them what I felt and why I made that decision, and gladly (mixed emotions talaga) they were both happy about my decision and desire. They even said that whatever decision I make, they will support me as long as it's for my good. Hinintay lang nilang sabihin ko na mag mission, hindi nila ako gn forced but hinayaan nila ako, and I'm so much grateful of that. On Sunday, I immediately told our President that I want to prepare for a mission.
And yeah, serving on a mission is not a choice like gusto lng natin without knowing our purpose, and this not family's wants for us or people's want, but it's a desire, a willingness, and a prompting by the Holy Ghost. Why serve mission? Because I really love our Savior Jesus Christ and His work and also the people, and He wants me to serve on a mission to help accomplish His work here on earth, and to help people seeking truth. That's why I want Jesus Christ to use me, to share His Gospel and His light, to show how He can bless individuals and families, just as He blesses me, and to share what I felt when I was converted by the Lord through the missionaries, and when I accepted the Gospel of Jesus Christ. But yeah, serving on a mission not only helps others but also strengthens our own faith and testimony of Jesus Christ and His restored Gospel. Since the day I had this desire, I've been ready to be used and to share the love of Jesus Christ with others, and to help draw closer to Him. I know all of these things are true and I will leave them in the sacred name of Jesus Christ, our Savior and redeemer, Amen!
Sister Nica Pladero
Philippines Manila Mission
May 2026 - November 2027