24/03/2026
Lately, I've been feeling a lot of pain. I doubted God's love for me. I feared that if I didn't do well, I would lose His love. I will be rejected. I will be left out. I will be behind. He will leave me. I'm afraid that He will, because if I lose Him then I lose everything. So, I tried to please Him but I question my worth. I question if I am deserving. If He still sees me, because I am imperfect. Far from perfect..
But then, I am in His hands. I am in His arms. His arms wrapped around me and I was secured. I am loved pala. I am seen. I'm not being given up on. There was never a time when He thought of leaving me. Mahal Niya ako. And He will never leave me. ๐
- bituin โจ