Mental Task Force

11/02/2026

I'm gonna do it, I'm gonna share my mostly unedited video collection. I'll put in if it's edited, but if I don't, you can assume it's uncut.

Putting it out there, to prevent su***de. Save lives ❣️

The Keep Living Campaign Has More footage than I'll probably upload Here tonight.

And remember, besides Raising Awareness, of mental health gone bad, and also If Hope, I'm trying to raise funds for The Mental Health Foundation. I've looked at a little of What They've Found, and a good section of what I've done There, actually looks good.

My form, in these videos, appears to get better, as I keep filming... This is one of the earlier Ones on my First Day, weighing around 91 kg, and I'm not sure... How much of that,.. was muscle 💪 😆.

10/02/2026

Okay, ... So, apparently It's Mental Health Awareness Or Something, This Month...

And Don't think I slept in. The Other Day, I Was Emailed, By The Mental Health Foundation. (Don't Ask How They Got My Email...) But Anyways, They Emailed Me A Challenge.

2,000 Pushups. Yep, You Read That Right, I Hope. Two THOUSAND Pushups. To Raise Awareness Of Mental Health, And how bad mental health left unchecked, last year, caused 2,000 su***des, in an unbelievably short amount of time. I forget the statistics... But it was grimm.

They also have a financial goal you can make, to raise money to donate to them, ie. Sponsorship. My goal is to raise $1,000. Because, the week before I saw That Email, I just lost somebody I sort of knew, to su***de... I was 'gutted', as we say in New Zealand... Naturally, I Thought, "Never again!".. So After Checking That It Wasn't 2,000 full pushups all every day, throughout the whole time they mentioned, (5 Feb 2026 To 2026,... ) I signed up.

Apparently, you can do exercises variations, including Wall push-ups, which works perfectly for me, with my injured shoulder and extra weight that I haven't finished getting off of me yet ... (I'm 89-91kg/Around 200lbs and not very tall)... They've got an app, that I plan to share the link to, at some point.

I'm the meantime, I've been filming Wall Push-ups Being Done Through This Body, To Music (A Miracle). So far, I think I count at least a total of 460 Wall Push-ups... You can catch some footage on my other page, The Keep Living Campaign, It's Uncut. I may either try to share It here, or... Report my original videos with am other Christian Artists' Music 🎵 🎶.

I'm The Meantime, Kia Kaha, Keep Living, And Don't give up❣️

28/01/2026

Starting To Be On The Mend, From the grief I had from losing Reece (husband). I'm hoping To Move On Soon...

05/12/2025

Y'all Mental Health Survivors, Remember that moment, where Ya felt like You had nothing to live for, and everything to die for...

Strange, I Got Everything To Live For Now... When I Thought I Was Ready To Die For The Lord Jesus Christ. I'm Ready, ... Just In Case, But Parting With Earth, the idea Just Seems Harder Right Now...

I guess That's A Little Ironic... You Get Healed So Can Make The Mission Journey,... Because Ya Can't Make It Easily, broken,... But When You Do Get Healed,... You Longer feel like You wanna die!

Being Ready For Martyrdom 'Just In Case',... Seems So Much Harder Now,... I Haven't Been dead before, So I Don't Know Exactly What Happens Afterwards,... But I Think, If I Could,... I'd Be Considering, Asking God To Temporarily "long term in Earth time" Bring Me Back To Earth. 🌏

Anyways, GN.

15/07/2025

We Must Be All Gathered, That None be lost. Just As The Loaves (Barley) Were In John 6:12. Because We Who Are Many Are On Body, For We All Partake Of That One Bread. The Lord Jesus Christ Said, "Take, Eat, This Is My Body, Given For You." He Took Bread. In John 6:35, The Lord Jesus Christ Says, "I Am The Bread Of Life. He That Cometh To Me Shall Never hunger. He That Believeth On Me Shall Never thirst." In John 6:12, The Lord Jesus Christ Said Unto His Disciples, "Gather Up The Fragment That Remain, That Nothing be lost." And Again, In Matthew, It Says, "He that is not With Me is against Me; And he that Gathereth not With Me scattereth abroad." In Matthew 12:30. And In John, 4:35 Through To 38, It Is Written, "Say not ye, There are yet four months, and then cometh the harvst? Behold, I Say Unto You, Lift UP YOur Eyes, And Look On The Fields; For They Are White Already To Harvest. And He That Reapeth Receiveth Wages, And Gathereth Fruit Unto Life Eternal: That Both He That Soweth And He That Reapeth May Rejoice Together. And Herein Is That Saying True, One Soweth And Another Reapeth. I Sent You To Reap That Whereon Ye Bestowed No Labour: Other Men Laboured, And Ye Are Entered Into Their Labours." If This Is NOT A Call To Start Mental Task Force, A Gathering Of All The Fragments Of Christ Jesus's Body, Our Lord, The God, God In The Flesh, Who Came In The Flesh, God's Son, Love Incarnate As A Man; People, In Christ's Body, Who've Been Fragmented, cut off, cast aside by The Church, "because They're mentally ill." ... And not allowed to this day, to "do missions," With Them... And To Be Part Of The Healing Journey With Them, Gather Them Around, And Enlist Them Into The Lord God's True Army And Kingdom Work... Then I don't know "What Is?"...

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06/07/2025

A friend texted me about there being types of grief, reflecting on my past nearly two years, I almost texted them back the following:

Yeah, I lost my husband, almost my job, my structure of schedule that I had, and my health quite a bit for me, and within the job, I had my job within a job changed. And temporarily I may have partially lost my car, because my dad's cars both cost $400 in parts alone. And I've had so many close friends be in precarious positions, even my whanau. I'm forever praying for Ezekiel, Raigger, And Sharalee (Little Sharalee), now Ana.. I got a mole I liked cut off my back after it was getting a little hard to drive with it, I lost two or three other people fairly close to me, I had a biopsy too; I changed most of my housemates except Raigger. Even Raigger Was taken to a cattery for a week during Reece's Tangi.. And Only God Has Been Constant, then I've been getting painfully and worse attacked.. Yeah, probably got a heap of grief... At Least I Can Praise God, ... That Even with all that and that's just over the last just under two years,... That God Is More Good, Than all the grief is bad! The badness didn't 'not happen', it's big.. to say the least, what I typed is just the tip of the iceberg.. Even now my mind has jumped to the next possible unlikely attack I'll get, to wired, heart beating too fast a little.. Had to calm down, the battle gets 'real' sometimes eh. I'm not gonna lie about that. But that's the biggest Glory I can imagine For God. Because of You weigh all the weight of the badness I've begun to describe. On one scale side, And Then The Weight Of God's Goodness On The other, God's Goodness Is More

29/06/2025

If You get emailed by somebody claiming to be "Interpol" and they're accusing you of a serious crime or more, Keep Living, And Don't give up! It's just a scam! Some give them any money, any reply, etc. Just report and delete the email. I got the letter in my inbox somehow, accusing me of crimes I'd Never commit, and would sooner be martyred For The Faith, than doing! I checked out the actual organization, asked my computer many questions, and finally realized that Interpol doesn't email individuals accused of crime, and their terminology is different to that on the letter, and the letter was blurry, but everything looked real, i though it was a summons to Jury Duty, good wow! 😮 How cold of them to use these tactics against a widow, and with a mental illness, such as myself, kept me up a great deal tonight, ... But I forgive them, personally, and Hope God Disciplines them while they're still on earth 🌎🌍 but I hope they keep living too.. I just want them to stop doing such mean tactics to vulnerable people, I could have gotten more sleep and used more hours of tomorrow's day off they hadn't emailed me that... And how did Yahoo let it in!!!??? Nevermind, I just posted my note about the incident in here, so if this happened to anybody else, that They'd Know To Keep Living, And Not give up! Yeah, apparently scams like this and worse demanding money, have targeted people, cheating them by extortion and fraud, out of money, with false accusations, and resulted in some people failing to Keep Alive, so I thought It Was My Duty To Warn Everybody Who's Reading My Page, Seeing As This Is A Page Dedicated To Helping People Stay Alive Via Encouragement ... Also, this sort of cuber scamming has been going on since 2021. So Keep Living! Don't believe every accusation you get in your inbox, And Don't give up! GN, I may warn other pages I run...

12/06/2025

Managed, By The Grace Of God, To Get Rid Of (Or Sort To Other Places) All Out Of My Third Inbox (Except the ad lol 😂)! Yeah! To be honest, I forget how many inboxes I have... But the fourth is sitting before me... I feel good enough to go to sleep and forget it tonight! 😍... Stepping Stones, The Seem To Appear A Little Bit At A Time,... As I Walk... This Journey 😭👣❤️😍 Emotional a little... And tired 😴... All At The Same Time...

05/06/2025

Woke up late, I'm now watching Impossible 4...

04/06/2025

Watched 3 "Mission Impossible"s, did a little laundry for my 'Boys', ... I'm did some of my laundry.. God Helped Me,... Put together dinner, ate most of it, by now, I'm hungry... But I've had cherry juice, so I'll probably go to bed... Y'know how I thought I saw Mission Impossible 4(?),... ? That was 5, I think I accidentally missed 4, ... Sigh, I still have to catch up with that one,.... But not tonight, I'm awake'd out... As in tired... GN. ❣️🙂🛌😴