Mental Task Force

10/02/2026

Okay, ... So, apparently It's Mental Health Awareness Or Something, This Month...

And Don't think I slept in. The Other Day, I Was Emailed, By The Mental Health Foundation. (Don't Ask How They Got My Email...) But Anyways, They Emailed Me A Challenge.

2,000 Pushups. Yep, You Read That Right, I Hope. Two THOUSAND Pushups. To Raise Awareness Of Mental Health, And how bad mental health left unchecked, last year, caused 2,000 su***des, in an unbelievably short amount of time. I forget the statistics... But it was grimm.

They also have a financial goal you can make, to raise money to donate to them, ie. Sponsorship. My goal is to raise $1,000. Because, the week before I saw That Email, I just lost somebody I sort of knew, to su***de... I was 'gutted', as we say in New Zealand... Naturally, I Thought, "Never again!".. So After Checking That It Wasn't 2,000 full pushups all every day, throughout the whole time they mentioned, (5 Feb 2026 To 2026,... ) I signed up.

Apparently, you can do exercises variations, including Wall push-ups, which works perfectly for me, with my injured shoulder and extra weight that I haven't finished getting off of me yet ... (I'm 89-91kg/Around 200lbs and not very tall)... They've got an app, that I plan to share the link to, at some point.

I'm the meantime, I've been filming Wall Push-ups Being Done Through This Body, To Music (A Miracle). So far, I think I count at least a total of 460 Wall Push-ups... You can catch some footage on my other page, The Keep Living Campaign, It's Uncut. I may either try to share It here, or... Report my original videos with am other Christian Artists' Music 🎵 🎶.

I'm The Meantime, Kia Kaha, Keep Living, And Don't give up❣️

28/01/2026

Starting To Be On The Mend, From the grief I had from losing Reece (husband). I'm hoping To Move On Soon...

05/12/2025

Y'all Mental Health Survivors, Remember that moment, where Ya felt like You had nothing to live for, and everything to die for...

Strange, I Got Everything To Live For Now... When I Thought I Was Ready To Die For The Lord Jesus Christ. I'm Ready, ... Just In Case, But Parting With Earth, the idea Just Seems Harder Right Now...

I guess That's A Little Ironic... You Get Healed So Can Make The Mission Journey,... Because Ya Can't Make It Easily, broken,... But When You Do Get Healed,... You Longer feel like You wanna die!

Being Ready For Martyrdom 'Just In Case',... Seems So Much Harder Now,... I Haven't Been dead before, So I Don't Know Exactly What Happens Afterwards,... But I Think, If I Could,... I'd Be Considering, Asking God To Temporarily "long term in Earth time" Bring Me Back To Earth. 🌏

Anyways, GN.

15/07/2025

We Must Be All Gathered, That None be lost. Just As The Loaves (Barley) Were In John 6:12. Because We Who Are Many Are On Body, For We All Partake Of That One Bread. The Lord Jesus Christ Said, "Take, Eat, This Is My Body, Given For You." He Took Bread. In John 6:35, The Lord Jesus Christ Says, "I Am The Bread Of Life. He That Cometh To Me Shall Never hunger. He That Believeth On Me Shall Never thirst." In John 6:12, The Lord Jesus Christ Said Unto His Disciples, "Gather Up The Fragment That Remain, That Nothing be lost." And Again, In Matthew, It Says, "He that is not With Me is against Me; And he that Gathereth not With Me scattereth abroad." In Matthew 12:30. And In John, 4:35 Through To 38, It Is Written, "Say not ye, There are yet four months, and then cometh the harvst? Behold, I Say Unto You, Lift UP YOur Eyes, And Look On The Fields; For They Are White Already To Harvest. And He That Reapeth Receiveth Wages, And Gathereth Fruit Unto Life Eternal: That Both He That Soweth And He That Reapeth May Rejoice Together. And Herein Is That Saying True, One Soweth And Another Reapeth. I Sent You To Reap That Whereon Ye Bestowed No Labour: Other Men Laboured, And Ye Are Entered Into Their Labours." If This Is NOT A Call To Start Mental Task Force, A Gathering Of All The Fragments Of Christ Jesus's Body, Our Lord, The God, God In The Flesh, Who Came In The Flesh, God's Son, Love Incarnate As A Man; People, In Christ's Body, Who've Been Fragmented, cut off, cast aside by The Church, "because They're mentally ill." ... And not allowed to this day, to "do missions," With Them... And To Be Part Of The Healing Journey With Them, Gather Them Around, And Enlist Them Into The Lord God's True Army And Kingdom Work... Then I don't know "What Is?"...

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06/07/2025

A friend texted me about there being yours of grief, reflecting on my pay nearly two years, I almost texted them back the following:

Yeah, I lost my husband, almost my job, my structure of schedule that I had, and my health quite a bit for me, and within the job, I had my job within a job changed. And temporarily I may have partially lost my car, because my dad's cars both cost $400 in parts alone. And I've had so many close friends be in precarious positions, even my whanau. I'm forever praying for Ezekiel, Raigger, And Sharalee (Little Sharalee), now Ana.. I got a mole I liked cut off my back after it was getting a little hard to drive with it, I lost two or three other people fairly close to me, I had a biopsy too; I changed most of my housemates except Raigger. Even Raigger Was taken to a cattery for a week during Reece's Tangi.. And Only God Has Been Constant, then I've been getting painfully and worse attacked.. Yeah, probably got a heap of grief... At Least I Can Praise God, ... That Even with all that and that's just over the last just under two years,... That God Is More Good, Than all the grief is bad! The badness didn't 'not happen', it's big.. to say the least, what I typed is just the tip of the iceberg.. Even now my mind has jumped to the next possible unlikely attack I'll get, to wired, heart beating too fast a little.. Had to calm down, the battle gets 'real' sometimes eh. I'm not gonna lie about that. But that's the biggest Glory I can imagine For God. Because of You weigh all the weight of the badness I've begun to describe. On one scale side, And Then The Weight Of God's Goodness On The other, God's Goodness Is More

29/06/2025

If You get emailed by somebody claiming to be "Interpol" and they're accusing you of a serious crime or more, Keep Living, And Don't give up! It's just a scam! Some give them any money, any reply, etc. Just report and delete the email. I got the letter in my inbox somehow, accusing me of crimes I'd Never commit, and would sooner be martyred For The Faith, than doing! I checked out the actual organization, asked my computer many questions, and finally realized that Interpol doesn't email individuals accused of crime, and their terminology is different to that on the letter, and the letter was blurry, but everything looked real, i though it was a summons to Jury Duty, good wow! 😮 How cold of them to use these tactics against a widow, and with a mental illness, such as myself, kept me up a great deal tonight, ... But I forgive them, personally, and Hope God Disciplines them while they're still on earth 🌎🌍 but I hope they keep living too.. I just want them to stop doing such mean tactics to vulnerable people, I could have gotten more sleep and used more hours of tomorrow's day off they hadn't emailed me that... And how did Yahoo let it in!!!??? Nevermind, I just posted my note about the incident in here, so if this happened to anybody else, that They'd Know To Keep Living, And Not give up! Yeah, apparently scams like this and worse demanding money, have targeted people, cheating them by extortion and fraud, out of money, with false accusations, and resulted in some people failing to Keep Alive, so I thought It Was My Duty To Warn Everybody Who's Reading My Page, Seeing As This Is A Page Dedicated To Helping People Stay Alive Via Encouragement ... Also, this sort of cuber scamming has been going on since 2021. So Keep Living! Don't believe every accusation you get in your inbox, And Don't give up! GN, I may warn other pages I run...

12/06/2025

Managed, By The Grace Of God, To Get Rid Of (Or Sort To Other Places) All Out Of My Third Inbox (Except the ad lol 😂)! Yeah! To be honest, I forget how many inboxes I have... But the fourth is sitting before me... I feel good enough to go to sleep and forget it tonight! 😍... Stepping Stones, The Seem To Appear A Little Bit At A Time,... As I Walk... This Journey 😭👣❤️😍 Emotional a little... And tired 😴... All At The Same Time...

05/06/2025

Woke up late, I'm now watching Impossible 4...

04/06/2025

Watched 3 "Mission Impossible"s, did a little laundry for my 'Boys', ... I'm did some of my laundry.. God Helped Me,... Put together dinner, ate most of it, by now, I'm hungry... But I've had cherry juice, so I'll probably go to bed... Y'know how I thought I saw Mission Impossible 4(?),... ? That was 5, I think I accidentally missed 4, ... Sigh, I still have to catch up with that one,.... But not tonight, I'm awake'd out... As in tired... GN. ❣️🙂🛌😴

31/05/2025

This is a screen print: Mission Accomplished.

(There were over 30,000 unread emails in this inbox, now there are three which I've read and am keeping, because, Lord Willing, that's what's up this week! Isn't that cool!? Praise God!)

15/05/2025

Having a chocolate meltdown... I was, I think I'll go to the mall... After more timtams! 😆

12/05/2025

"...I'm gonna break the cycle;
I'm gonna shake up the system!..."

-Madonna, on her song, "Die Another Day". To be honest, I like practically the whole song, watching the official music video, adds a whole 'nother dimension to it. Not the James Bond video, the original with Madonna and her story in it. Nothing wrong with the James Bond video that I can remember off the top of my head, I haven't watched it in a while. Might be my next secular movie I watch 'cause I can't hardly remember it, but I think James Bond is fighting some Asian bad guy, after being tortured in their prison and the Asian bad guy getting some plastic surgery to look like a European and coming over to try and to destroy James Bond, and James Bond (I think) kicks his butt... Nah, I'm just trying to figure out when I got time to watch it... I'd have heaps of time if I wasn't tired all the time, catching up on sleep, etc. and then being busy... lol. (Oh sigh), I guess I'll die another day... I mean listen to the song! 🤣
Nah, I believe God Has Been Using the song to help me through a random rough patch of "I don't know what's going on, but I seem to keep choking/coughing, and/or being mentally busy at night, not sleeping well and then being tired in the morning; sometimes with aches and pains, nevermind the devil!" Nah, the devil/demons are still evil as whenever they can be, they hardly get a minute in edgewise, God Just Gets them off me; but a few times they've come pummeling me with full fury: blaspheming, putting curse-yuck on me, sexually assaulting me in the Unseen Realm (these are all worse than torture to me!), also trying to make me doubt I'm Forgiven/Savable, shooting fiery arrows that make me feel crushed, not just burnt/wounded/both.... at the times that God Has Allowed them to... usually at night, even work-nights when I'm exhausted from the day before, and while I'm driving (but not the full fury, just some really otherwise wounding attacks, But God Has Kept Us Safe, on the motorway, me and whoever's in the van! I just drive slower if I'm not confident, it was on the bend anyways so I had to slow down...) but yeah, the at nights, maybe like two or three plus in the last month, by myself, Only GOD With Me, the devil threatened, that "[if I] keep spreading [The Gospel], [they would] do [the crushing torture and worse] every night!" What'd I Do? Keep "Spreading The Gospel"! Even now they're threatening me, "blah, blah, blah!" I don't hear it anymore, it won't shake me! But I tell you, in The Two Weeks I Had The Most Opportunity To Spread The Gospel, maybe three weeks, I had my car not start on me, three times, my cellphone stop working on me (screen not responding for no apparent reason, the first time, I was silly enough to try and take it apart and clean it up, killing the cable for the battery, which costed $120! The second time I was not, but considered mugging someone to cover what I thought would be the cost, who might make a good target to us my martial arts skills and some ape fight crazy on, but in the end decided against it, and got tempted to kill myself, all while waiting for the shop to see what was wrong with my phone and give me a quote for WINZ, so I emailed my mom to pray, She must Have; so the shop fixed it within the hour and did not charge me the second time fixing it, in one week! But the wanted to see the $120 receipt; thankfully I usually save that sort of thing, so I showed them the receipt and they let me go, With My Cellphone! Mind you, I think, 50% sure I prayed That The Lord Jesus Christ Would Torture the devil back, until he got out of the way, and God and/or the shop fixed my phone, Something Like That, And On Top Of Whatever the devil Was Already Going Through... that evil devil Has Multiple Torture Sentences On him, From Almighty God! I've Asked The Lord For These, because I'm tired of the devil attacking me, and no one attacking the devil, and even if so, an ordinary human can't; So I Asked God To Get Revenge, In Short! These attacks on my phone aren't the first; the car, the red one not starting, is new; but I've had two write-off cars already, I've only owned any cars since maybe as early as 2017/18, and been fully licensed since 2021! Like, what!? I mean, com'mon!) But the injured back, and the headaches, fairly new in fashion, they're torture, So this song rocks! I just keep resisting and still fighting, every moment I can... (I admit, some morning I have felt I couldn't get out of bed, unsafe, headache or eye ache or both so can't drive, must sleep, leaving my "have-to" chores until the last minute....)

"...Another Day!..." -Also From Madonna, "Die Another Day".

Take Care All, Keep Living! And Don't give up!

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