15/11/2024
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My Dearest first child!
The first strengths of my womb!
my pride my joy!
my wisdom
the strength of my youth!
I pushed you out strong!
with a force that thundered the world and echoed the earth!
the foundations of the earth bowed and took note that a star had indeed entered into this realm to conquer....
I'll never forget your little pretty face when they tore my urethral to pass you into the universe, into this realm called earth,
the nurse left the room a little after pulling you out of me!
she had gone to bring some more thread for stitching me up!
I was bleeding profusely and had tears under me but the force of Love that I have for you couldn't allow me to withholding seeing you all cold on top of the birthing table at the maternity wing of the then Russia Hospital in Kisumu City!
I just found myself sprung suddenly from where I was laying waiting for the nurse to come back into the room to stitch me up, I just found myself sneaking out of the operating table and I took the lesso she laid you on to cover you up because you were shivering and cold!
you were trembling and crying out loud, I couldn't withstand your painful cry, I had to act and act fast...
shortly after the nurse came back to find me standing and she got so mad and hurled all sorts of abuses at me!
she commanded me to lay back and I did as I watched her stitch me up while two others were holding my legs wide apart, it was around 6Am in the morning.
I ushered in the very first major spiritual event into my life
you gave me my very best kisses today!
I was appalled by your beauty and perfection!
by the way am still your secret crushie till today(winks)
You are more than my own life to me!
I Love you my Love, thank you for the first soft years we spent together!
you are very genuine, pure, righteous and your children are blessed!
you are Clarice, a start shinning so bright up in the sky no wonder the African Ancestors chose to hide you far away from the jealousy and envy of your African relatives!
You have supported me through many battles, sometimes I responded by hurting you back and being mean, extremely mean, am sorry from my heart of hearts, as you turn the legal age, I have nothing to ask but your forgiveness of hostility in any way shape or form whatsoever, I was in my wilderness moment and didn't know how to handle everything at that time!
see, some of us were never taught Love, we were never Loved, we had no guide, no counsel, no voice of reason or authority over our lives, we found ourselves gropping in darkness on our own all our lives!
with illiteracy, we found ourselves in very messy situations! catastrophic events happened that rendered us remotely "insane",
am evolving everyday and learning better, am becoming my best version and I promise to give you my best version everyday, I know God is restoring everything that we have lost in entirety especially our Love and bond, the devil fought that but Light always prevails, it has left behind Soo many scars and wounds but those are the marks we embrace in the Spirit Realm to prove that we are the real soldiers of change!
Change must happen by Love through Love,
sorry that I couldn't walk your adolescent, puberty and youth journey with you, they say Youth journey begins and ends at 18-35, invite me to not only walk this journey with you but also for an adventurous future trips for life!
I LOVE YOU MY FIRST TRUE LOVE, CONTINUE SHINNING BRIGHT IN THE SKY....
..............To be continued........
Thank You All!
