19/06/2026
I’ve noticed, organised religion often creates belongingness and it instills in you a sense of purpose.
One may be tempted to ask what is purpose?
When looked up in the dictionary, it betrays to you its meaning, “the reason for which something exists.”
I happen to believe, purpose is meticulously crafted; then stretched and tested, till it tells you where you lie. Where you begin and end. You extract from it the core of who you are.
When I first stumbled into Cubbon, half sleepy, half ambitious, I saw in front of me a plethora of people and no constructs to sort them with. As I went along creating and curating, I flipped and flapped my way into finding and being. Cubbon gave me tools and liberated me by doing so.
Taking photos so that the light hits the subject a certain way, capturing a certain emotion. Documenting it, we’re all journalists at one point or another.
Reading the confessions of a soul as complex as your own, separated from yourself by a page and some 3000 odd miles. Being a witness to the complexity of humanity while being a participant of it. I understand why God may be jealous.
Epiloguing it with the soft joy of sharing it, the evocation of hushed conversation, complementing and clashing like the ocean at high tide. Cubbon Reads has us huddling around ideas, in a grave manner, as if it’s all the treasure we have. Ensuring our lives do not pass us by while we remain voyeurs. Cubbon Reads intervenes and intertwines, braids the lives of people who otherwise would not have been. It is my becoming, my creation, and the means to an end of my search. It has become my religion and taught me the only language I know: prayer in; Cubbon is cawing crows and each Saturday I kneel down the same altar, the altar of this parable.
The purpose of devoting your entire life to it is to find yourself along the way.