29/08/2026
There are versions of ourselves we only understand in hindsight.
The one who was exhausted.
The one who was afraid.
The one making decisions with whatever tools were available at the time.
The one who thought some moments would never end.
I used to look back at those versions of me with judgment.
Why did I stay?
Why did I do that?
Why couldn’t I see what I can see now?
Healing changed that.
If I could sit beside that version of myself now, I would not give him a lecture.
I would not tell him what he should have done differently.
I would just tell him:
You do not have to understand any of this yet.
Just keep going.
There is a life ahead of you that you cannot see from where you are standing.
And somehow, you make it there.
Everything you ever wanted—peace, serenity, a sense of purpose and meaning—it all comes true.
As crazy as that sounds.
As impossible as it is to believe.
It comes true.
🫶 Matt
PTSD The War Within
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