21/10/2026
Fury, there is a part of our life that will always be divided into two, the world where you were here, and the world we have been forced to live in without you.
21 October 2026 marks 2 years and 8 months without you.
Our beautiful boy, sometimes we wonder what our lives would look like today if you were still here. How many more mornings we would have shared, how many ordinary days would have become precious memories without us even realising it.
We think that is one of the cruellest things about losing you. It wasn’t only your life that ended that day. It was every tomorrow we should have had together.
You should have grown older beside us. Your beautiful face should have turned grey with age. We should have been watching grow, loving you through every stage of your life.
Instead, We are left growing older while you remain forever as you were.
There are moments when we still cannot comprehend that you are gone. That someone who filled so much of our world can simply no longer be part of it. We have to learned to carry on with life, but we have never learned how to live without missing you.
And perhaps what people will never truly understand is that our grief has never been just about saying goodbye.
It is about a goodbye that came too soon. About the years that were taken from us. About having to live with memories of a day that should never have ended the way it did.
We have spent 2 years and 8 months carrying your love and the weight of what happened to you. Some days the love carries us. Other days the heartbreak is almost unbearable.
But we would choose you again, Fury. Knowing how deeply losing you would hurt, knowing the tears we would cry and the battles we would face, we would still choose every single moment of loving you.
Because you were worth every bit of it.
We don’t want the world to remember you only for how you died. We want people to know that before there was heartbreak, before there were questions, before there was a fight for answers, there was you.
A beautiful, living, breathing soul who was loved beyond measure.
And that is who you will always be to us.
Not a case. Not a complaint. Not a memory of one terrible day.
You were Fury. You were our boy. You were our family. And you were supposed to have so much more life ahead of you.
The world will carry on as though it is just another Wednesday.
But for us, it will always be another 21st without you.
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