27/09/2026
🩵It’s today and normally I’d be sharing news about my PhD research into as a mediator for the riverscape.
Last week, I made the difficult decision to withdraw from my studies.
There has been plenty of challenges since starting my PhD - hats off to everyone trying to self-fund with no financial safety net - but the burden of trying to do so is finally too much.
After bereavement and redundancy and the stress of seeking new work as a 55+ jobseeker last year, what I can say is that I’m still pretty fortunate.
My new day job as comms and fundraising manager at a food bank really puts things in perspective. I may not be able to do my PhD, but I can put food on the table, know I won’t be cold this winter, and enjoy a few treats as well as still being an artist.
People find themselves in need of food bank support for various reasons - for many, we are only not having a pay day or two away from financial worries.
If you need help, your first stop could be to find your nearest food bank. There is support available.
So, although I’m sad to be leaving my studies, this weekend I also made some new work-in-progress for , spent time teaching with the visiting school to and felt buoyed up by the most wonderful river spirit Emmeline of
If you’re having to make major personal choices, I hope wherever they lead you next is full of joy 💚
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