05/11/2025
Ooo I love this! Feeling trapped with my current work/life balance. That last line hit me. ‘Playing the game of limitation’. In my ponderings this morning, that word came up. I feel bound by my limitations. My responsibilities in life right now, my capacity of how far I can spread myself (which isn’t very far at all. And who wants a meagre thin spread?!). But also feeling stifled in what I can give. I want more. To be able to give more, use my gifts and talents more, feel free to take risks and step out of the box I’ve made for myself. But, alas, it is all about timing. I trust the right time to break out will come. Just need to keep going at a steady slow pace and accept I can’t go any faster right now! So frustrating when you’re ready to run! My heart says 🏃♀️
But my mind says⏳
The magic of AuDHD! Finding the balance between the dopamine risk taking and Autistic need for comfort and security! 🤯🤯🤯