22/10/2026
Ian's Soulitude this morning. On the beach 6.50am, just on first light, reasonably flat low tide sea with wind ripple and small breaking wave. It is still quite dark, and I can’t make out anyone else on the beach. The north pier lighthouse flashes white and red on the south pier.
A couple of Crows swoop in and hang about for a while, although no calling and they disappeared later. A few gulls flying about and shortly thereafter several flocks rise from the beach. I don’t know if they have been disturbed or not.
There is a steady breeze from the west, so I am sitting low down resting my back against a rock, sipping tea to keep warm, wrapped up again in a feather down jacket, woolly hat and winter walking trousers.
I can’t see any debris around and instead I focus on the small distant mesmerizing shoreline breaking wave. Like a pianist glissando the wave crashes from left to right sending multiple fountains of white water into the air. Then from right to left until both cascades collide in the middle. It’s like watching a missile ploughing through the water with a fin throwing up water jets. Absolutely fantastic.
The horizon has a faint glow, like the embers of a dying fire – although this time it is the opposite, we are awaiting the fire ball to erupt.
A young woman appears to my right and walks across the beach, pausing to crouch and take a photo of a rock or something before continuing towards the shoreline. She stands gazing at the horizon for about an hour, like me, absorbed or waiting for something to happen. I have marked her location in the photos. Another person passes her, then later a couple with several dogs. I am struck by the woman’s considerable patience, especially when the horizon seems to do the opposite from what is expected. Instead of getting lighter, it gets duller or darker, until the sun has risen behind the clouds and begins to break through. About an hour later she eventually turns, leaving the shoreline walking back across the beach. I assumed she was leaving until she climbed the slight rise of soft dry sand, sat down and continued to watch the unfolding scene. She was still there when I left.
Two friends had come to mind as I walked down the street today, through the park and towards the beach. A lovely couple who moved away from the area some years ago. They popped up on Facebook the other day with some exciting news. I sense that this morning's Soulitude was for them.
I also arise, stiff from my long sit, stepping across the rocks to the soft sand. I lay out a labyrinth with my Gandalf stick and complete my prayer walk, before going home and making a lovely bowl of hot porridge.