04/02/2024
The non-dual is an apparent sign of empty fullness one can not exist with out the other oneness or the unconditional love, death of the individual sense of object subject dream, it is life in death and death in life the self has dissolved,the ego survives along with preferences but for no one.
it is the beloved as is the perfect lover there is no longer separation some believe it to be liberation but it can’t be described it has to be experienced to know it similar to how we can’t express exactly how it feels to fall in love in loveness, language can not explain the paradox that becomes apparent both duality’s at the same time so instead of me siting on a chair it is just simply siting on a chair the wall is just walling, it is not I and the wall…
a boundless place with no time and space time dose not seem to exist, one moment I’m walking in the park the next just walking in the park appears to be all that’s happening the ten thousand things become one no this or that no me you, communicating Is happening for no one, communicating is just what’s happening, it can only be suggested that when one try’s to name it is not the name.
it could even be the way or the Tao actionless action or wu-wei a perfect time place and attitude for watching trees dance in the wind or a dog chasing a squirrel. the end of seeking the cure for neurosis we are no longer the story’s we tell our selves.
a glimpse is all it takes to realise that seeking is utterly hopeless you can’t find it you certainly can’t make it happen! perhaps relax now there is no meaning and purpose stop striving it only serves to reinforce the sense of the individual, that I can use my brain to make existence better with less suffering.
in the non dual there is less suffering it still apparently happens but it happens to no one, less ambition means less mischief happens you still have to pay a mortgage if you want to own a house unless you want to live in a ditch and world events continue on with out you interfering but it dose not phase you quite as easily.
For some reason we create a false identity when very young this identifys as me and you this and that often what it takes is a sinking in to the abyss as it can be futile to keep swimming this happend to me keeping afloat is only temporary fixing things with therapy’s and self help. I decided most of my suffering came from striving to survive I took it upon my self to be no one and do nothing just tai chi.
this became my mantra after a while of useing that mantra I typed it in to a search engine it took me to talks by Tony parsons non duality message during the first talk I awakend to the non dual state the exspansion of energy was beautiful, it was only a glimpse that lasted two weeks but I was changed so much that for two years I ceased seeking and had no need but to just be..
