19/11/2023
I don’t normally posts things like this, but today I feel I need to…
This is Emily.
13 years ago today, at the age of 19, Emily lost her fight with leukaemia.
13 years sounds a long time, but it feels like yesterday, and each year it gets harder, not easier.
Emily is the reason we set up Kickstart, as we wanted to help other young people like her, after seeing the impact cancer had on the last 14 months of her life. (She’s also the reason we have a ⭐️ in our name).
As Emily’s mum, Kickstart matters to me. It is a way of feeling that some little good can come from such a bad thing, and I know that every single penny we raise goes to help young people like Emily.
We are a small charity, as we don’t want to get so big that we have to spend the money people donate on wages, or publicity, or anything other than it going to support young people with cancer.
Since Covid we have struggled, like many small charities, as we had a surge in applications for support, and no money coming in. Everyone has been stretched financially, and we know that people and businesses have had to tighten their belts.
Thankfully, our overheads are almost non-existant, (as we pay for almost everything we need to operate out of out trustees own pockets), but this last year we have had to close our Justgiving account as the £18 per month cost outweighed the money that came in. We haven’t renewed the licence for our website (which I pay for myself) as we thought we would have had to close our little charity and I couldn’t afford the expense if it wasn’t needed.
But in the last couple of months we have had a glimmer of hope, with support from local businesses and people, offering to support our local charity with donations and fundraising.
We have lots of people coming to the Cottingham Parks Kickstart Christmas market on Thursday, and that show of support and every raffle ticket bought raises money for us.
This matters. It matters to me, but more importantly, it matters to young people like Emily who are going through a completely s**t time, and just need a little helping hand as it allows us to keep going.
I want Kickstart to continue to be here for those that need us, and today, with lots of thoughts and memories going through my head, it really matters to me more than ever.
Small amounts to large charities are big amounts to us, so thank you to everyone who keeps our little star shining ⭐️