23/12/2025
It’s been a tough few days!
On Sunday, Logan became very upset out of the blue. As he cuddled into me, he said something that shattered my heart into a million pieces:
“Mum, I don’t want to be blind anymore. When will it get better so I can see like you?”
Hearing your child name the loss that you silently grieve each and every day is one of the deepest pains there is.
I celebrate every little win, every milestone and achievement, while quietly battling anger at the unfairness — alongside a constant feeling of helplessness and grief. Living in two worlds at once is something I never imagined, yet here we are.
I told him:
“Your eyes and brain work differently to mine, and that’s okay. You are an amazing superhero who can do things others can’t. You see the world in ways we never will — using your hands, your ears, your clever brain, and your pure heart.
You are a true miracle, and even though I can’t change what’s happened or fix it, I will always help you, protect you, and love you more than words can say.”
I am forever proud to be your Mummy — and prouder still to call you my son 💙
