13/06/2026
Today, Barclay should have been celebrating his 11th birthday.
We’re holding Jason Holder and his family close in our hearts. As angel parents to Libby, we know all too well how incredibly heartbreaking baby loss is, and no parent should ever have to carry that pain.
This beautiful poem, written by Jason himself, says everything about a father’s love and his precious angel boy who will always be remembered.
Barclay I feel so guilty,
Barclay I feel so sad,
I was meant to protect you,
It's my job as your Dad.
Barclay I am so sorry,
Barclay I am so mad,
I was meant to protect you,
It's my job as your Dad.
Barclay I wish to hold you,
Barclay I wish more time we had,
I was meant to protect you,
It's my job as your Dad.
Barclay I know your in a better place,
Barclay I know your glad,
I was meant to protect you,
It's my job as your Dad.
Barclay we will meet again,
Barclay we will, this is true,
Then I'll get my chance to protect,
And Daddy will make it all up to you.
Sending all our love to Jason and his family today. 💗
Forever loved. Forever missed.