18/03/2026
Penang Fatherheart Ministries 'A' School 2026: "I didn’t know how to be a child but now I can relax and tell Father all my thoughts, worries, questions and dreams… my husband and my grown sons are really just little boys trying to find their way back to the Father… I have struggled with resentment most of my life from being an orphan… As a boy I thought I had to be tough, I began to remember again his love flooding my soul… I can now recall again who I am to my heavenly Father, I’m a new person, being able to say from my heart that I have been touched by my Father’s love… All of my memories were negative, but through this week my Father has shown me all the positives–I am so looking forward to this precious journey… I have been affirmed in my masculinity this week and am looking forward to showing more of my femininity… On Wednesday I reconnected with my father through the letter writing… For many years I have experienced abuse, but God has not stopped pursuing me, he is more than able to carry it all for me… My Father’s heart is far larger than I could have ever imagined… I am not the same person that walked into this room… I have to re-read the entire Bible from a new place, from the Father’s love… Father wasn’t even in my dictionary!... No matter how messed up I am, God will never forsake me… Now I can have compassion on those that have hurt me… I appear to be strong and capable, but deep inside I am fearful of making the wrong decision–but God is my Father and he loves me–he will hold my hand… Father does the best in caring for my mess… I have received doses of hope… I have had a problem with receiving and trusting, I grew up with a broken family, but this week Father has become my Father, I have surrendered… Welcome home man!... Everywhere you go I will go with you… I don’t need to be perfect or strive to come to Father, he loves and accepts me as I am… There has been a mixture of faith and doubt in my life but I will remember this week for a long time to come… I have slept a lot this week–I couldn’t hold on anymore–but this week I came home, my rightful home: “Papa, I’m home!”… This entire week has been a big paradigm shift for me… to relax… get in touch with my heart’s need, like a dried bean to soak in Father’s love… This week is becoming my reality…"
