25/09/2024
Dear family
It is with a sad and so very heavy heart that I have to tell you that 2 of our children have sadly passed away. They were 2 of the new children I had taken on because they were so malnourished and poorly that I couldn't say no. Bereket had microcephalus and was extremely unwell, he passed away, reason currently unknown on Saturday when I was in Paris. Berhanu died on Monday. He had cerebral palsy and was extremely malnourished but I thought he had turned a corner. He had become very smiley and interactive, smiling broadly whenever I talked to him. He was gaining weight so I thought he would be fine. But rainy season is very hard for all of our children but especially so for Berhanus mother who was homeless and living in the church grounds. I wish I had just taken her in but she has 2 other children and I didn't want that responsibility, shame on me. They always seem to pass when I am in UK, last year it was Rediet, the year before was Mikias, the year before that Tadesse. I never get to say goodbye or be a part of the mourning for them. By the time I see them the crying period has passed and they want to move on, I never get to cry with their mother's, who I know well, for the children that we both loved, it is so painful. Please pray for the people who loved them and will miss them, for my nurses who had grown attached to these little boys and had hoped that their efforts would make a difference only to lose them, it's hard for them, they are only young girls. It's unfortunate also that I am in uk and poor Belay is in hospital as you know so there is no one there to guide them. This is the first time they would have lost a child much less 2 children in such a short period of time. I have messaged the staff expressing my deep sorrow and sadness that I cannot be there with them to support them through this. But I wanted them to know that they love and care they had shown these children over the past 9 months made the end of their lives a little more joyful and they felt a little more loved. Now they are no longer suffering. They are with our father in the best place possible where they are free and loved unconditionally. I imagine that they build a family there, that all my babies are with each other, playing football laughing running playing and all in the sight of our loving father, they are in bliss but I will miss them.
Mena