06/11/2026
For the past few years, I have been on a prolonged and fraught path to recovery following a life altering health crisis in 2019. I had multiple life threatening conditions including risk of stroke, an acute lupus flare and a kidney obstruction causing kidney failure. In the end, the whole year-long ordeal resulted in a bladder reconstruction and an immense amount of medical trauma, leaving me a shell of my former self.
PTSD has been a forced pause on my past full and active life. And reflecting back on it now, it was unknowingly a rare opportunity to do important internal work that I previously didn’t prioritize. To re-examine, re-learn and un-condition who I formerly was pre-2019.
Gradually, my capacity has steadily increased, I am coming out of a 5 year hibernation and 2025 has been a turning point. I am emerging lighter, much more grounded, insightful and dare I say…wiser….?
This a cross-posted article that has also been published in the Spring 2026 BC Aikido Federation (BCAF) Newsletter. Heart & Hands Owner/Operator, Christina Chan, has written about her recent travels…