02/03/2026
TRANSFORMATION TUESDAY: MEET KRISTEN
When was the first time your life was spinning out of control?
I was kind of in and out of being a “functional addict” at first… But when I first noticed was August 26, 2019. I had a friend in my building from Woodstock who was living in Moncton ask me to come party with him and another friend all night. Towards the end of the night they started talking “business” and I didnt want to hear it. So I went back to my apartment. About 15 minutes later, their place got raided. Police saw me walk to my unit and came over questioning me, telling me if I didnt cooperate they could charge me until they figured out my role in things. A week later, one of my friends from that apartment went missing.
I thought I was going to be next.
I ran back to Woodstock to get away from the painful memories, and ended up living with a well-known dealer in our town. He introduced me to the crime life, and I loved the adrenaline rushes. I did sober up for 7 months in 2020 after being set up, and everything taken from me except what was on my body. While I was sober, I met a guy up the road from where I was living. We were perfect together sober. Until we both relapsed and then we were deadly. We were amazing for a year, and then the abuse
started after our relapse. He shot me, broke many bones.. I got evicted after my body breaking half my walls in the apartment I had at that time.
The breaking point for me was June 21, 2021. My son saw me get hit in the head with a block of wood you jack your car up on to. He ran over, wrapped himself around my entire body and begged me not to take him back to his daddy cause he didn’t want me to die while he was gone. That broke me. I didn’t realize I had neglected my kids. He was so good to them while we were sober. They went back to their
fathers, and told him what he saw, and August 4 when I was supposed to meet him to get the kids for my weekend, he messaged me and told me I was not getting them that weekend, or again.
When was the first time you reached out to ShekinahGO for help, and how has this program
helped you?
I reached out to ShekinahGO April 2025. I got sober for 90 days at first at a womens shelter in
Fredericton, and honestly, the reason I applied at first was because they told me there that if I applied to a rehab, it would exempt me from house searching and job searching in Fredericton. I arrived April 29. I used to go to church in my little community growing up but only for Sunday school, and never really continued on in faith. When I got here, I would attend church with arms crossed, not even sure what I was hearing the first week. It was a lot to take in. But this program didn’t force anything on me. And that’s what I love. They allowed me to search on my own time, and come to God when I felt ready. By June 27, I was already baptized.
This program taught me not only how to recover from being an addict, but also heal from the roots that made me turn to drugs. I used to be an extremely up/down emotional person. I could be happy one moment and ready to kill in the next, and then fine half an hour later. Now, my emotions are in check, I can recognize when I need to take a step back, and revisit the situation with a level head.
How do you feel your life is now compared to how it used to be?
I haven’t had my kids since June 21, 2021. And the life I was living wasn’t something safe enough for them to be involved in. And because of the troubles I caused for their father in my addiction, while I was homeless he moved to Alberta with my kids. I found out the week after they already moved out. When I heard this happened, I thought “Im never going to see my kids again. I’ll never be able to make it out west to be with them” I thought my chances of ever raising kids was gone when they moved out there.
This program has helped me get back to being a better version of myself, better even than before addiction. I got to go to Alberta in November for 12 days, and see my kids for the first time in 4 years. And because of all the help this program has done for me, I am officially moving to Alberta February 3 to start rebuilding my relationship with my kids. I understand that there are walls that need to be in place until their father and stepmother are confident things are different than they were before, but I KNOW in my heart, things will be different. I feel so confident in this move. And it’s a chance I never thought I’d see again. I did NA when I first got sober but I was still in survival mode. ShekinahGO taught me how to recover. And now I can feel confident moving to a completely different province and rebuilding a life that involves my kids again. And that’s all I ever wanted.