16/06/2026
It is often when we have the least that gratitude becomes the clearest.
I was never what I would have called “Christian.”
In fact, for much of my life, I walked boldly in the opposite direction.
And I still stay well away from the kind of religion that tells people they must suffer for their sins, while hitting them with judgement and rules they claim God started.
That was never the God who reached me.
When I hit rock bottom, I gave God a chance.
I just started talking to Him.
I offered myself to His leading because I wanted a better life — a life away from addiction, isolation, abuse, and the pain I could no longer carry on my own.
And that very day, something started to shift.
It began a chain reaction of tangible things I could witness.
I stopped imagining God as a big judge in the sky, and I began to know Him as a healer — a doctor, a loving friend, and a steady presence who had not abandoned me.
What a massive shift that was.
What freedom it brought to realise that all the painful, damaging things in my life were not His doing. But that He had been working in the background, offering help, comfort, and a way through — if only I would ask.
It has taken years, but I am now standing in a place where I can see freedom.
I am working to build a life that glorifies the One who has never let me down.
I commit my work, my family, and my life to Him.
And He provides.
Over and over again, the blessings come.
Some days I seriously cannot believe it.
We don’t have fancy riches, but we are deeply spoiled in simplicity.
We have a roof over our heads.
Food at our table that we are happy to share.
And peace in our hearts because we know He is our true Provider.
We can reveal His work every day by the way we live.
We can give testimony to His miracles by sharing the ongoing transformation of our hearts and minds.
We came from broken relationships.
We witnessed damaging behaviours and darkened minds.
We were not perfect, and we do not claim to be.
But we do claim to be changed.
We claim to be choosing, day by day, to look beyond ourselves for help.
Even the depression that once felt so regular in my life has lifted. Most days, I truly worry for nothing, because deep down I remember this truth:
God gives us the opportunity to overcome.
So worry not.
Listen for that small whisper from the One who wants to show you the way through the pain.
“Commit your works to the Lord, and your thoughts will be established.”
— Proverbs 16:3