05/06/2026
WHAT A BEAUTIFUL TESTIMONY
5 YEARS
60 MONTHS
260 WEEKS
1826 DAYS
43800 HOURS
CLEAN FROM M**H 💪🏽
I’ve sat here trying to find a pretty way to say it… but there is nothing pretty about where I came from.
M**h took everything from me. Not slowly, not gently but violently. It stripped me of who I was piece by piece until I didn’t even recognise myself anymore.
For 10 years, I lived in a cycle of chasing som**hing that was destroying me. I lost time, years I will never get back. I lost relationships, trust, opportunities, and parts of myself I will never rebuild. I hurt people I love. I let people down. I broke promises I swore I’d never break.
M**h doesn’t just ruin your life, it erases you. Hear that again, it ERASES YOU, It convinces you that you’re ok while everything around you is falling apart. It isolates you, drains you, and leaves you empty… but still craving more.
There were days I didn’t think I’d make it out. Nights where I hated who I had become. Moments where I thought this was just my life now, stuck, lost, and too far gone to come back.
But I did come back.
Or as I have learnt to say but God… God had a plan for my life and I just had the meet him.
It hasn’t been easy, getting clean didn’t magically fix everything. I’ve had to face every mistake, every consequence, every version of myself I tried to run from. I’ve had to rebuild from nothing, my mindset, my life, my relationships, my self-worth.
5 years later, I’m still healing. Still growing. Still proving to myself that I am not that person anymore. I have more in my life now then I’ve ever had, there is no place in my life now for m**h.
If you’re in it right now, please hear me when I say this! it is not worth it, Not one hit, not one high, not one moment. It will take more than you’re willing to lose.
And if you feel like you’re too far gone… you’re not. I was there too.
This is your reminder that change is possible. That you can come back. That you can rebuild a life you’re proud of.
5 years clean TODAY and I will never go back
Shalom House, “Leading the way in Australia in Holistic Rehabilitation, Reintegration & Re-Socialisation”