Broken Vessels Recovery

05/06/2026

20/05/2026

As young as a baby, I was sexually assaulted by my own father. This went on until I was about 8 years old, from recollection.
I remember at 3 years old, I tried telling my mother about it. Pointing to the areas, saying I had been touched. She did not believe me and said, “He would never do that to you.” And that phrase was repeated to me as I grew older. My body knew I wasn’t safe, so to keep my sanity, my brain blocked out my trauma and I developed dissociative amnesia for a large portion of my life. I started to question what happened to me in childhood during my 20s. My body always gave me nightmares of unwanted in**st for many years, trying to show me the truth. It wasn’t until I was 23 that I was fully able to escape my unsafe home life, and that’s when I began to remember. I have autism & C-PTSD, along with an autoimmune disorder from all the traumas I’ve faced. I’ve been working on healing myself and my inner child, taking it day by day, and I have improved. I kept quiet my whole life, but my story deserves to be told, and so does yours.

Child abusers, please stop and seek help and GOD.
Parents, talk with and believe your children. ❤️

ABUSE DESTROY LIVES

19/05/2026

Some of the most dangerous narcissists are not hiding in dark alleys…
they are hiding behind microphones, social media, platforms, and “ Christian ministries.”

We’ve seen this story before.
Charisma on stage.
Chaos behind the curtain.

Fake sermons.
Private control.
Manipulation.
Fear.
Silence.

Spiritual narcissists use God, leadership, influence, and “anointing” to avoid accountability while damaging people behind closed doors. And too often, churches protect the image instead of protecting the wounded.

Impact means nothing without integrity.
A platform does not excuse private harm.
It amplifies it.

Pay attention to patterns.
Pay attention to how people treat others when nobody is watching.
Healthy leadership does not require fear, control, intimidation, isolation, or silence to survive.

Churches should be the safest place for truth… not the hardest place to speak it.

15/05/2026

Silence doesn’t stay neutral.
It sides with the one causing the harm while the victim suffers in the dark.

Abuse grows in secrecy. Healing begins when someone finally speaks.

“Silence protects predators. Truth protects people.”

14/05/2026

I was 6, when my father first ever told me “shush, don’t tell nobody. It’s our little secret.” I was just a kid.
I remember everything. From the first time it started, to the very day I was finally free. Or well, felt free. The one person most people believe won’t hurt you, can absolutely be the person who hurts you the most. Nobody thought my father would ever hurt me because he “loved me.” But what he had done for years, was no love. It was purely nothing, but sexual and mental abuse. But after the first time, it turned into a daily thing for 10 years. And over those 10 years, he progressed in worse ways. He would take pictures of me, use toys, send texts, make me watch things, and make me touch him back. No matter how much I told someone, or cried and begged him to stop, he didn’t. Even me being in and out of mental hospitals and going to a juvenile detention center, didn’t stop him.
It all stopped when I was 16. My best friend’s dad could tell something was wrong, and questioned me. That’s when I broke down, and told him everything. From there, he helped me escape! I struggle daily from what happened to me. And I think all the time that I’m alone, but yet I know there are so many more people out there who have went through exactly what I went through, if not worse. Me and my father have no relationship at all now. I pressed charges against him, and he’s in prison where he belongs. I also have a lifetime restraining order against him. It was definitely a challenge to get someone to help me, but in the end it was worth the fight! Because that’s one less person, to get hurt by him.

Are you going through abuse?
Are you an abusive person?
Reach out today