07/25/2026
When I worked for the public defender- and yes - Justice committed a crime while I worked for the public defender …we was prosecuting young men for adult crimes …. Mitigating cases to try to get lesser sentences. A lot people judge and don’t understand .
I used to be like dang —“how can we reach them before they get here?”
I’ve gone thru my own life and experiences, to kinda help navigate insight.
But actually losing a son- ya girl ain’t been the same . To be transparent the only thing that keeps me pushing is these pills — that my psychiatrist has to keep increasing the dose.
My family dynamic in my own home is hard and riddled with pain. I don’t want to socialize . I want to be by myself . I go in the community and I love talking to them about change , but I just wanna be at home with my kids. I don’t care about nothing else . But I know I have to hold it in the road for my other kids. For JeVion.
See, i was reading his letters , when i was in the height of my career I couldn’t physically be there for him. When I lost that job I couldn’t financially be there for him. Saying — love ya kids while you have the chance . Survival mode will have you missing things that you should be paying attention to.
No amount of money could ever plug this hole in our hearts. But this pain has always been my purpose… but my son—my son’s pain is finna make a change 🤞🏿