11/08/2026
I took this picture because something about this path felt familiar.
I knew, in that moment, that it reminded me of how I’ve been feeling—like I’m exhausted, like I’m done, like the weight I’m carrying is sometimes too much… but I can’t stop. I have to keep going. I have to keep fighting.
It took me a few days to understand exactly why this picture stayed with me.
Then I realized… it felt like our journey with PANS/PANDAS.
Sometimes the path isn’t clear.
There are stones scattered everywhere—moved over time, shifted by the weather, the wind, and the years of people making their way up this hill. Some parts of the path are almost impossible to see, while other places give you just enough to know where to place your next step.
It’s a hard climb.
It’s steep.
It’s windy.
And sometimes, the weight you are carrying feels like it’s just too much.
There are moments when you stumble. Moments when you fall. Moments when you wonder how you could possibly take another step.
And sometimes, you’re doing it alone.
Just like this path in the middle of the woods, there may be no one around to see the struggle. No one who truly knows what you’re carrying. No one who can fully understand the fear, exhaustion, heartbreak, and strength it takes just to keep moving forward.
But somehow… you get back up.
You find the next stone.
You steady yourself.
You take another step.
Not because the climb suddenly became easier, but because you keep fighting.
For yourself.
For your children.
For your family.
You keep going even when no one sees how hard it is.
You keep going when your own weight feels too heavy to carry.
You keep going when the path ahead is uncertain and you can’t see where it leads.
Maybe the stones aren’t there to make the journey easy. Maybe they simply remind us that even on the hardest climb, there is something beneath our feet.
One step.
One breath.
One day at a time.
And somehow, even when we can’t see the whole path, we keep finding our way up.
To every PANS/PANDAS family still climbing—I see you. I know this climb. Keep going. 🫶🏼