01/16/2025
Had a tug at my heart strings this morning. I was going though all the papers and artwork that was in the kids backpacks. I found this sweet little wish list our oldest son Calvin wrote. ❤️
“ If I had one Christmas wish it would be getting to see my three pets and my baby brother back. This would be my Christmas wish.
Love Calvin 8 years old. “
Sometimes I feel guilty for being so wrapped up in my own grief on bad days that I don’t realize how much loosing Sammy affected our other children and family. We’ve been working on opening up our feelings about Sammy together as a family. Whether it is looking at pictures or imagining what he would be doing in that moment, or just talking about him and what we miss about him. Grief is such an interesting thing, how it changes and evolves and how far its branches reach. ❤️