08/20/2025
“Therefore, we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all.” 2 Corinthians 4:16,17 (NIV)
In “Deserted by God,” Sinclair Ferguson tells the story of English missionary, Allen Gardiner. In January 1852, a search party found Gardiner’s lifeless body. He and his companions had shipwrecked on Tierra del Fuego. Their provisions had run out. They had starved to death.
Gardiner, at one point, felt desperate for water; his pangs of thirst, he wrote, were “almost intolerable.” Far from home and loved ones, he died alone, isolated, weakened, and physically broken.
Isn’t this one of those stories told to raise the problem of evil and suffering? Indeed, if the story ended like this, we would find it tragic beyond description.
Despite the wretched conditions of his death, Gardiner wrote out Scripture passages, including Psalm 34:10: *“The young lions do lack, and suffer hunger: but they that seek the LORD shall not want any good thing” *(KJV).
Near death, his handwriting feeble, Gardiner managed to write one final entry into his journal:
“I am overwhelmed with a sense of the goodness of God.”
Gardner knew firsthand the sweet paradox that suffering and hardships are necessary if we are to truly know the love of God. In both our personal sufferings as well as those we share with others, we see His face and are overwhelmed by the glory of His goodness. In suffering, our abstract concepts of God instead become driven into our hearts by love and grace.
Grace & Peace,
Brian