06/17/2026
For more than a year, this project lived in my mind, sketches, revisions, prayers, and countless moments of reflection.
Today, I am honored to share that STRONG & PRESENT is officially available on Amazon.
This book was never meant to be just a coloring book.
It is a celebration of fatherhood.
The everyday moments.
The conversations.
The lessons.
The prayers.
The laughter.
The grocery store trips.
The games of catch.
The moments that may seem ordinary, but become lifelong memories.
This book also carries a piece of my heart.
The name Jarell honors my son, LaSaaun Jarell. The cover reflects a vision that has lived with me for years—a father holding his son. While that moment exists differently in my story, his life, love, and legacy continue to inspire the work I do today.
As someone who has spent years walking alongside fathers through grief, healing, growth, and restoration, I have learned a simple truth:
Presence matters.
Not perfect fathers.
Present fathers.
This book was created to honor the fathers who keep showing up.
To my wife, who carried our son LaSaaun full term with incredible strength and love, thank you. To Dez, Demire, and Na'Lani, thank you for teaching me daily what fatherhood looks like in practice. I love you.
And to every father reading this:
Your presence matters more than you know.
📖 STRONG & PRESENT
A Mindful Coloring & Reflection Journey With Black Fathers and Their Children
Now available on Amazon.
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0H5L6ZQFQ?dplnkSrc=appbanner&dplnkId=915730a4-bbe8-451c-922a-54dfc54d5dca&dplnkSmart=Y&nodl=1
Tyiska Smithh La'Zette LaSaaun Lives Foundation
Nikia Smith