06/18/2026
😻 My babies, Merlin 🧙 and Morgana 🐈⬛, have settled into our new home in San Francisco quite nicely! 🥰 I am so grateful 🥹 to God for all His goodness. These two beautiful kitties have been such an amazing source of comfort and support. Even in my darkest moments, they make me laugh, remind me that I am loved, and help me remember that I am not alone.
🙋♀️ I had a VERY HARD day yesterday. Some family-related issues triggered me, and for a few hours I experienced some very painful feelings that I haven’t struggled with in over a year. I reached out for help to several people, and the Lord faithfully provided. He sent two wonderful ladies who spent over an hour talking with me and encouraging me. My insurance is currently in the process of being renewed, so some of my most important benefits are temporarily on hold, including access to my therapist and psychiatrist.
🙁 Sometimes the grief of not having some of my children in my life becomes overwhelming, and I lose sight of the blessings right in front of me. But God is still healing me and my family. One day, all will be as it should be. I have faith in Him.
😲 I am not ashamed to share that I have been diagnosed with MDD (Major Depressive Disorder), Severe PTSD, Anxiety/Panic Disorder, and ADHD. I see a therapist several times a month and work with a psychiatrist to ensure I have the proper treatment and support.
🥃 I used to self-medicate with insane amounts of alcohol. Today, my life looks very different. It is only by the grace of my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ, that I am able to make healthier choices and continue moving forward one day at a time.
🙏 Thank You, Lord, for never giving up on me, even when I struggle to see the way forward.
📖 “And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness.” — 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)
📖 “It is of the LORD’S mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.” — Lamentations 3:22-23 (KJV)
❤️ To God be all the glory.
