06/24/2026
For I know the plans I have for you” — this is the Lord’s declaration — “plans for your well-being, not for disaster, to give you a future and a hope. (Jeremiah 29: 11)
I was raised in an Arab country within a Muslim family, and faith has been an essential part of my life and identity since childhood.
I lived an ordinary life until the war broke out, forcing us to leave our homeland and seek refuge in a European country. It was there that my questions began to deepen.
Amidst the pain and destruction, I found myself asking: Where is God in all of this? Why is there so much injustice? In exile, I began searching for the truth by reading about religions and philosophy, trying to understand what was happening around me and within me.
During my search, I started reading about the life of Christ and noticed things I hadn’t paid attention to before.
I paused at texts referring to the death of Christ, which raised deep questions for me about what I had previously learned.
I began exploring different interpretations, but I found many discrepancies that did not convince me, which only added to my confusion.
I started looking into various interpretations, but I encountered many differences that did not convince me, which only increased my confusion.
Then I read the Gospel, where I found a complete story about God's love and sacrifice for humanity.
I was deeply moved by the idea that Christ died and rose again to offer humanity true salvation and hope.
I also came across various historical accounts that confirm the events of the crucifixion, which reinforced my belief in what I had read.
Over time, I felt inner peace I had never known before, as if I had found the answers I had been looking for all along.
It was a journey filled with struggle and questioning, but it ultimately led me to completely change my beliefs.
In the end, I realized that true faith for me had come to be based on love, hope, and inner peace.