10/11/2025
well well well, maybe it's time to revive this page. I took a bit of a hiatus there...the pandemic really freaked me out. Then Jan 6 and several other world events that just kept coming relentlessly. It took a while to untangle the patterns that brought me to a place where I felt safe, but I was very alone and isolated. I've been working on that for a few years now, with professional help and personal accountability. I had been doing quite well, "patient continues to make good progress....all that stuff. In order to get back to reality, I needed to make certain choices and to let go of some of my comfort items. and habits. Getting "better" is a lot like getting sober, it wants work and sacrifice. Media was one of the threads holding me back from engaging in the real world so I did need to cut back on all my social media dependence, especially anything that would make me feel responsible to show up on a regular basis, so I let this page go. Everything was going pretty well and then, well look around you if you are in the US, if you aren't we appreciate your kind messages and solidarity, we really really do.
While I was away I got hit with a copyright strike which was probably a music video because youtube has litigious ants in their pants. Who doesn't? huh?
So I'm going to give this a go and see what happens, because right now we as a country need community more than ever before.
Don't let the bastards grind you down ✌️👊🫶
