Makayah Lynn Foundation

12/04/2022

M O T H E R H O O D

It has truly been everything I’ve ever wanted it to be. No, it’s not always easy but it’s easily worth it!

As far back as I remember all I ever wanted to be was a mama. At 19 I thought I was going to have a little girl Makayah but God had other plans for me and decided she was needed more in heaven then on earth.

My strength grew tremendously from that experience and I held on to my faith that I would indeed still be a mother one day when the time was right.

Fast forward to 2020 when my dream came true and God gave me another girl! Mila Bella is everything I could of dreamed of in a daughter and I am so blessed to be her mama! She has so much personality. She’s funny, so smart, the most loving and caring little two year old I’ve known. Don’t get me wrong she’s got some sass to her too but I love every bit of it.

August 17th of this year I got some long awaited news that I was going to be a mama again! Then October 9th we found out we were going to have a little boy Dawson Blake. Unfortunately, November 28th I went to my normal routine appointment and they discovered he no longer had a heartbeat. You can only imagine how crushed I was and still am along with our whole family.

Instead of being angry at God, which don’t get me wrong for a split second I was. I asked why me again God, why my son, why our family. I had to shift my focus and just pray to God to help me through this pain, to help me stay focused on God. I have made every effort this last week to look to him with my pain and I will continue to! I wasn’t going to let the devil in to only bring me negative thoughts.

I’m telling this story because this is motherhood. All the good and the bad it’s made me who I am as a mom and if I’m being honest I am dang proud of the mama I am.

I am hopeful I will get to carry another beautiful child of God to term and share the love I have for Mila with my next child as well.

11/22/2022

Why? Just WHY won’t they stop using cytotec ( misoprostol) to induce labors? It’s truly so sad and they don’t even tell the moms all the warnings of what could happen! Or even the people administering it have no idea what it could do and are like dumbfounded when the mom tells them NO that they do not want that used on them because of what has happened to me? I mean if you just Google it it says this on the internet ( I will put a picture below) so it’s pretty obvious that it has happened to people. And not just a few I know of A LOT!

08/10/2022

Happy 11th Heavenly Birthday to my daughter Makayah Lynn! I think of you often and know we will be reunited one day my sweet girl. i love you so much!
You have gave me the strength I never knew I had before I held you! 🤍🤍

01/25/2022

Just wanted to check in with you all since it’s been awhile and share a few pictures of my girl, and life update. How is everyone?
She’s so silly and I’m so thankful God blessed me with another beautiful girl! She’s everything I could of asked for and more!
Life is great, married life is even better. Taking a lot longer to snap back into shape this time around ( probably because I’m older) I just hope everyone is doing well and continues to be blessed! Happy New Year!

08/10/2021

10 years. 10 whole years has gone by since my sweet Makayah went to be with Jesus! She would of been the best big sissy to Mila! People ask me how I got through this horrible loss of my first born, and it was truly all because of God. I looked to him when I didn’t want to because I was in the most pain possible that no mother or 19 year old should have to endure. However without God who knows where I would be today! I am thankful for my family and friends who stuck by me when I needed them most and even when I pushed them away because I was grieving in my own way at the time.
For those who ask if I’m still in pain, we’ll of course I am. It doesn’t just go away because the years have gone by but it does get easier every day. Especially when I look at how beautiful my life is right now. God gave me my sweet Mila to love on every day, a wonderful husband, amazing family & friends. I see all the good that I’ve been blessed and that keeps me going everyday!
Today I celebrate Makayah Lynn Foundation 10th heavenly birthday because I know God through her the best party yet! 🤍🤍

10/01/2020

Always in my heart and forever grateful for my angel! 🤍

09/20/2020

Mila Bella is here and I couldn’t be more thankful!!! I know Makayah is up watching over us!!

09/14/2020

So thankful I got these photos! Can’t wait for my precious girl Mila to be here! Definitely feeling the presence of my sweet angel Makayah from above! Blessed beyond belief that Gods giving me another girl! 🤍🤍🤍

09/02/2020

It still amazes me that this drug is STILL being used to induce labor/or “ripen the cervix” .

Mamas do your research please!
Be an advocate for yourself.
Put your foot down
Ask questions
Say no no no
Spread the word about this drug and prevent other mamas from going through what I did & Many other mamas have.

No not all have the same outcome as me, but most end up in csection.
& I’m sure some women and baby end up fine.
But why risk it? Don’t

Pass the word on & share my post

it clearly shows on the label a pregnant women with a RED cross through it. when you read the facts and whatnot about this drug it says do not use on pregnant women.

08/21/2020

4 more weeks you guys! I’m so beyond excited! All the prayers needed for a healthy baby girl and safe delivery please!!!
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08/11/2020

Today is my Makayah girls 9 years since she’s made her way to heaven ! & it also my 34 weeks with my rainbow girl Mila! I can’t believe how fast 9 years has gone by! Feel like just yesterday to me! Definitely thankful more then every this is year though that I am able to be pregnant with my rainbow 🌈! & have another chance at being a girl mama! Praying for all the mamas out there who have lost a baby and that they know it gets better with time! & praying for all the mamas that are currently pregnant, and that they have a healthy and safe delivery! 🤍🤍🤍

05/10/2020

Happy Mother’s Day to all you wonderful Mamas out there! 💕💕💕