11/03/2026
There is a pain no parent should ever have to know: losing a child.
When you lose a child, you don’t just lose the person you love. You lose the lifetime of memories you were supposed to make. The birthdays, holidays, milestones, graduations, and all the little moments you imagined sharing. You lose the future you dreamed of.
And while the world keeps moving, yours is forever changed. You learn to carry an absence that never truly goes away. Some days the grief is quiet; other days, the smallest reminder brings it all rushing back.
Losing Noah changed everything about me. It changed how I see the world, how I love, how I parent, and what matters most. I will never be the person I was before July 17, 2023. I miss the little boy he was, and I ache for the boy he should have become. I wonder who he would be today, what would make him laugh, and all the things we should still be experiencing together.
I cannot give Noah the life he deserved, but I can spend my life making sure his mattered.
That’s why Noah’s Smile exists. That’s why I keep showing up, raising awareness, and helping other families navigate the unimaginable. His story didn’t end when his life did. His love lives on through every family we support, every child we help, and every person who learns his name.
If you know a parent who has lost a child, please don’t assume they’re okay just because they’re smiling. Say their child’s name. Remember their birthday. Acknowledge their loss. Don’t be afraid to talk about the child they miss every single day.
We don’t need you to fix our grief. We just need you to understand that our children are still our children. They are still loved, still missed, and forever part of us.
I am Noah’s mom. I always will be.
And I will spend the rest of my life making sure the world never forgets him.