08/16/2024
How do I condense all that this painting represents in just a few words? It’s just a flower…a simple bontanical painting that I started years ago and nearly threw away when we moved to MO.
After we moved, a whole avalanche of challenges began to fall, one sn*******ng upon another. There hasn’t been one area in which we weren’t affected: health, finances, family, loneliness, and a whole house that seemed to be falling apart around us. We’ve had to defer dreams, purchases, and other gratifications so many times that I have become about as comfortable with waiting for things and living in the “messy middle” as a human can get.
That’s where this painting comes in. In the midst of so many of these challenges that kept coming so fast and hard that I felt like I would drown in them, I prayed. And I prayed and I prayed and I prayed. And one day, God answered me. He said, “Kelly, do you remember the parable of the mustard seed? Well, you are like a poppy seed. Your small faith will blossom, not necessarily into something *big*, but certainly into something *beautiful*.”
Whoa. Ok, God. I trust you.
I almost threw this painting away a year and a half ago, but at the last minute I decided to just throw it into one of the last boxes we put on the truck - figured I could always decide about it later. Since it was the last box on the truck, it also happened to be the first one off and unpacked. Most of my lovely paintings still live in boxes in a closet, but this piece of “trash” was hanging out in a place of honor by the easel for months. So there is was, ready and waiting for me when God gave me the inspiration of the poppy. I finished it, I love it, and I am so moved, once again, by the beautiful mysterious ways He reveals himself to me.
This painting is called “Faith Like A Poppy Seed”, and it encapsulates all that this most recent season of struggle put me through. This is the fruit of that struggle: beauty. And thankfully, He’s not even close to done with me yet.
Faith Like A Poppy Seed,
mixed media on corrugated cardboard 🌺