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Amy

07/07/2023

I absolutely understand that when people say things like, “Just think of all the wonderful memories you have” or “He brought you so much joy” they mean well. Because it’s true-I…

05/06/2023

Everyday...

I sit here thinking about the last time I saw your smiling face.
I try to picture your expression, hear your voice and think back to our conversation.
Tears stream down my face as the images of you flash through my mind..memories of you overwhelm my emotions in those moments.
I’m caught in that place between disbelief and sadness and my heart hurts in a way that I don’t know that I’ve ever felt.
I look at my phone and read your last words to me and I wipe away the tears.
I wish I tried to see you more, call you more, tell you that I loved you more.
I fight back the feelings of guilt as I think about the past..and you.
I can’t believe that I can’t call you and hear your voice.
I can’t believe your happy smile won’t greet me anymore when I come to visit.
Part of me won’t believe that you’re gone, that I’ll never be able to hug you again, hear you laugh or spend time with you again.
It’s a hard thing when someone you love dearly is gone.
I don’t know that I’ll be able to make peace with it for a while, but that’s part of the process, I guess.
Maybe I’ll never know why some are gone too soon and that’s okay.
The best thing I can do is live my life in a way that would make you proud and honor your legacy.
To let love be part of who I am.
Still, it hurts knowing that I’ll never hug you, hold your hand or see your smile again.
One day, dear one, we will meet again.
And next time, I’m never letting you go.
See you then.
Know that you’re in my heart, always.
|ravenwolf

For all those who have lost a loved one, it’s a wound that never totally heals.
This goes out to you, I know this feeling all too well.❤️

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03/23/2023

YOU DON’T JUST LOSE SOMEONE ONCE
You lose them over and over,
sometimes in the same day.
When the loss, momentarily forgotten,
creeps up,
and attacks you from behind.
Fresh waves of grief as the realisation hits home,
they are gone.
Again.
You don’t just lose someone once,
you lose them every time you open your eyes to a new dawn,
and as you awaken,
so does your memory,
so does the jolting bolt of lightning that rips into your heart,
they are gone.
Again.
Losing someone is a journey,
not a one-off.
There is no end to the loss,
there is only a learned skill on how to stay afloat,
when it washes over.
Be kind to those who are sailing this stormy sea,
they have a journey ahead of them,
and a daily shock to the system each time they realise,
they are gone,
Again.
You don’t just lose someone once,
you lose them every day,
for a lifetime.
Credit: Donna Ashworth

09/19/2022

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~ admin Susan