08/09/2026
If Netflix made a documentary about my life, this would be one of the episodes I never thought Iād live to tell.
In 2011, at just 22 years old, my heart was beating 266 times per minute over a span of time. I was diagnosed with atrial tachycardia, hospitalized, and eventually underwent a cardiac ablation.
But what these medical records donāt document is the spiritual journey that caused me, years later, to look back at this season very differently.
During college, I had joined a secret society/sorority and entered into agreements, oaths, rituals, and affiliations that I did not fully understand through the lens of my faith at the time. As I grew in Christ, left a church cult, and was baptized in the Holy Ghost God was coming for everything I was deceived about. I became convicted about what I had participated in and what I believed I had spiritually come into agreement with.
I began renouncing those agreements, in 2020 and eventually I formally renounced and denounced my affiliation in writing in 2022.
That journey taught me something I will never forget:
Be careful what you come into agreement with.
Not everything presented as sisterhood, brotherhood, tradition, achievement, prestige, access, or opportunity should automatically receive your yes. Scripture warns us that our battle is not merely against flesh and blood, but against spiritual forces of wickedness. (Ephesians 6:12)
I cannot tell you that a medical chart can prove a spiritual cause for what happened to my heart. It cannot. But I can tell you what I came to believe through my own spiritual journey: there were agreements I had made that I no longer wanted any part of, and when God began opening my eyes, I chose to renounce them completely because death was knocking at my door.
Some doors arenāt worth what is standing behind them.
Some covenants arenāt worth the connections they promise.
Some opportunities cost more spiritually than you realize when you first say yes.
Ask questions. Read the Word. Pray. Discern. And understand what you are agreeing to before you covenant yourself to anything.
My story didnāt end in that hospital room.
I survived.
I renounced.
I walked away.
And now I warn others.
āNeither give place to the devil.ā Ephesians 4:27 KJV
What I once participated in without understanding, I now have the responsibility to speak about with understanding.
This is part of my Exodus. And there are some things God delivers you from so you can turn around and warn somebody else. šļøš„
