10/22/2025
โค๏ธโ๐ฉน
My childhood friend and I, were both s*xually abused by my father at the age of 11. I wrote this book because I did tell somebody, but nobody listened. ๐ฅบ
One night, I was awaken from my dad violating me from behind as he was on top of me; I could smell his breath, wreaking of alcohol! At first I thought it was a dream, but then he made a sound and thatโs when I knew it was really happening. My father was abusing me on one couch, as my friend was sleeping on the other couch. After trying to understand what was happening, I yelled out โDAD WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!โ He then jumped up, and sat on the edge of the couch rubbing his head in his hands. Then he grabbed his clothes, and ran into his bedroom. I looked around, and saw that nobody was up or noticed what just happened. I went back to sleep and prayed that it was a dream but when I woke up that morning, I knew it was my reality. I TOLD SOMEBODY, we told somebody! Charges were brought against my dad and there was a judge only trial, but my mom, my aunts, and my cousin, all testified against me. They said that I was a liar and was just mad that my dad told me no, and saying he molested me was my way of getting back at him, when It wasnโt. The judge scolded me while she gave a Not Guilty verdict, and said I needed help!
The judge never acknowledged that my friend was molested, but she did say that I coerced her into fabricating this lie with me! I walked out of the courtroom completely destroyed, devastated, crying, and then my mom dropped me off to my dad a couple weeks later to stay the weekend. I thank God every day for the blessed life I have, because I lost my mind and wanted to die! The impact of my father molesting me- I was very promiscuous from that young age, until well into my adulthood. I had 3 children by 3 different men, and I have been married to 4 different men, who arenโt my kids fathers. I have allowed 6 different men to abuse me physically, mentally, and emotionally, and I still tried to find a reason to be with them even though they hurt me. But Iโm also a proud Navy Veteran and mother of 3 (my middle daughter passed away Jan 12th 2025). I have my Associates & Bachelorโs degree, and a realtors license. I have been in counseling for years and still go regularly, but Iโve been suffering in silence since that day. Thatโs why I needed to write my book about everything that happened to me during that time, and how nobody listened. My debut book โNobody Listenedโ by Sierra White available on Amazon is my truthโฆ and I no longer carry that weight!
You can help a child protect themselves from abusers, by gifting them a FREE Tell Somebody book! ๐ gofundme.com/GiveAFreeBook
Child abusers, please stop and seek therapy and God.
Parents, talk with and believe your children. โค๏ธ
Survivors, seek therapy. ๐ช๐ฝ
(To share your story of abuse, message me)
www.TellSomebodyToday.com
